YAY UPDATE UPDATE!!!
heya guys :) its been awhile. there is just soooooo much going on. well last time i updated i said we were leaving March 26th but Mitchell just talked to the school and they messed up the dates his class starts March 1st not the 31st so we leave in 18 days AHHHHHHHHHHH im so excited :) i love ya baby. also even though we cant celebrate (because we will be broke) our 4 year anniversary is March 4th its also my honeys 20th bday yay no more teenager.. lol sorry im just siked.. but i was telling him we have been waiting to move intogether for, forever so id rather live with him then go out to eat or get a present(except a ring) lol but i know hes not going anywhere. we are a million times better then we have ever been its amazing. when you think nothing can get better and then your whole world comes crashing down on you and then what you thought was the best can get even better is just amazing.. like Katie always says (not quoting lol dont remember exactly) but something like whenever something good happens something bad follows YAY i think i got it lmao. but its soo true. for example im moving ive been dreaming about this for so long. instead of my mom being happy for me she is so bitchy and mean my grandmother thinks its because shes upset and i understand that we are best friends but shes pushing me away i so cant wait to leave i and if we got along it would make it harder so in a way im happy even though i know ill cry im a family person. ive basically raised my brother and ive raised my sister ive been there nanny since she was born and she just turned 4 on the 3rd. so katie is right sad to say i hate it i hate fighting with her and then i talk to Mitch and i cant help but let it all out in tears and then he gets pissed because she made me cry and then he makes it a million times worse lol its crazy. but he just doesnt like to see me upset but lately thats all ive been. confused and upset then happy and upset GRRRR why cant i just be happy all the time? dunno anyways its almost 2am and im tired i gotta go ill try to update before i leave if not once i get there and ill post pictures :) lucky you ttyl *~*MuAhZ*~*