Hey!

[mitchsgurl]

Well like a week ago i found out that i *most likely* have a brain tumor.... my doctor said that it is as big as a peanut, rubbing on my patuitary gland? ( however that shit is spelled ) Making me think i'm pregnant when i'm not ... i produce milk *fucking sick i know* i get really sick in the mornings and late late at night etc... She says thats why i have not got pregnant yet, is because my body already thinks i am?... trippy trippy. Most teens would be trilled to know that they don't have to go through birth control pills, condoms etc, but im sad actually, so is Mitchell. We always talk about having little Mitchells, lol, i need to go get alot* of blood work done, which is the sucks cause i'm terrified of needles.:*( hopefully it can be fixed, if not Chatney said she'll shave her head with me! LoL... ( they'll probably shave my head for surgury? ) ... i'll be pissed but i always wanted a new start, lol ... like to spike it... then as it gets longer try out new styles, lol... hopefully this doctor is NuTz! but i've seen two doctor's about it so far and they all say the same thing, *Go GeT bLooD WoRk*. The day after i got back from the doctor i had to go to the ER, turns out i also had food poisening, yum yum! (BaKeRs)!:)JK ... so she gave me med's for that shit to, all in all, i'm on 5 different pills a day (not including my Vicodin ... i only take that at night.) Changing the subject my puppy died at 10 hours old... i was going to breed her and Max when she was old enough and have little PomPom's but Max's* mom tried to move them and ripped their stomach's open! :*( i'm so mad at her! there not even her puppy's) and Powder's still looking for her baby's, she doesn't realize that their gone. Debbie said next time she'll lock up Heidi. Neways where going to the lake again ( me, Mitchell, mom, and Dad ) grandma's comming to the house to watch the dogs. great! i *LoVe* her going through my shit! and i KNOW she does! i set up BooBie traps! (lol Colton), neways i have to go pack. TTyL
xO Samantha Ox