damn
Ive been here for almost a month now and I cant help but feel like crap. Its hard when you get tossed into something without much warning. It would be different if I wanted this to be my life but I didnt sign up for that really. People I work with are cool and I get along with them fine.... but ya know... dont know em well enough to go party or nothing... we all have different days off anyway. Ive started smoking agian... which is stupid... but helps me stay awake... I just want to get drunk.... but I really dont have the time... well whatever...