Sep 01, 2004 08:11
My father went phsyco on us again... its not cool i got yelled at for something i didn't even do... We tried to get him to calm down and i just gave up... he gets even more worked up if we "Talk Back" its just not fair he comes home everyday and is either screaming at us for somestupid reason or complaining cause nothing is done right.. i just wasnt to tell him if you don't like it do it your self asshole.. buti knwo if i do i get my ass kicked and im outa the house.. i have nowhere to go and whenim 16 im leaveing anyways my sister and my sisters bf and i are gonna rent a small house or appartment.... i can't wait to get out of this hell hole and i also can't wait for my little brother to move in with us to.. hes come a long way but i fear if he stays longer than he should here hes going to crack and i know it.. Anyways I'm going to changed my friggin timetable and im going to end up yelling at the stupid counsilers... i have a bad habit of screamin at people... Dumass Mr Russo Vent your anger out on me ill take you out lol... anyways i dont ever want to be like my dad and when we have our own house and when i become a parent i wont ask my kids for a million things to do like my parents on and off... ill just have a short list of like 4-5 things to do and thats it... i do things my own way... fuck ihave to clean my room today cause its "Messy", my mom has to put her 2 sense in when its never wanted half the time.. and i just feel like screamin at her half the time because she does that.. well my dad cleared the desktop on our computer so i guess hes quiting the satalite stuff.. thats ok cause i never liked him doing that in the first place it really bugged me knwo he could do something like that and if i wanted to i would get an earful.. i gave up hackin until i move out so then i cant be yelled at for doing so... i most likly wont even call home.. and when i move out i will most likly start up smoking again only because i am very addicted to it and i go through 30 packs of gum a day.... that tells you something there doesn't it... yea people say if you chew gum its cheaper then having to buy cigarettes... well thats wrong in most cases ere is what i have to say to that... you can take that gum and sove it up your friggin ass cause ill be buying ciggaretes cause i go through 30 packs of gum a day and only one pack of cigerrets every 3 days so go F*ck yourself lady.....
anywho i got to get going cause im leaving for the school at around noon and i have to get rdy... lata
Mitch