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sigh. I'm tired. Today is my day off and I've been cleaning, doing laundry, errands, and trying to spend time with the bf and I'm exhausted. Makes me sad that my day has come to an end and a whole two weeks begins of work. I swear my inventory manager (who makes the schedules) hates me because I seem to be one of the only ones that have crazy schedules with working 12 days straight or something.
The boyfriend and I are okay now. I've just been really tired. I'm really trying to spend time with him but now that he has moved its hard. Him and his brother moved all their stuff down to the new house for the first week or so with the parents still staying at the old house for most nights I would get off work and stay there so I can spend more time with him. His new house is amazing! Huge house and a beautiful view. The only problem is that since he finally got a job (after half a year of unemployment) he has to leave for work at 5:30am so I would have to leave at that time too. Drive 40 minutes house, sleep for a few and get up and go to work. Sleep patterns are messed up now but the only reason why I put myself in that situation really is to spend time with him and because my house is burning hot and I can't sleep.
I can't even sleep in my own house comfortably. It's hot. I don't know about anywhere else, but if my bedroom stays at a constant temperature of 83 degrees and above day and night in Seattle, its hot. As if having my allergies kicking in wasn't bad enough. I can't sleep due to temperature, allergies, and a screaming 3 yr old bro and stepmother. I seriously need to get out of this house but it's been hard lately. I'm trying to get myself to pay off my debts first and then start saving up to move out. Yeah, right now it's not happening anytime soon unfortunately.
The boyfriend and I are okay now. I've just been really tired. I'm really trying to spend time with him but now that he has moved its hard. Him and his brother moved all their stuff down to the new house for the first week or so with the parents still staying at the old house for most nights I would get off work and stay there so I can spend more time with him. His new house is amazing! Huge house and a beautiful view. The only problem is that since he finally got a job (after half a year of unemployment) he has to leave for work at 5:30am so I would have to leave at that time too. Drive 40 minutes house, sleep for a few and get up and go to work. Sleep patterns are messed up now but the only reason why I put myself in that situation really is to spend time with him and because my house is burning hot and I can't sleep.
I can't even sleep in my own house comfortably. It's hot. I don't know about anywhere else, but if my bedroom stays at a constant temperature of 83 degrees and above day and night in Seattle, its hot. As if having my allergies kicking in wasn't bad enough. I can't sleep due to temperature, allergies, and a screaming 3 yr old bro and stepmother. I seriously need to get out of this house but it's been hard lately. I'm trying to get myself to pay off my debts first and then start saving up to move out. Yeah, right now it's not happening anytime soon unfortunately.
- July - Anniversary
- August - His Birthday
- September - Sis Birthday, Mom Birthday, Dad Birthday