just realizin sum shit
Okay.. this is gunna probably be really weird but here goes...
lately.. ive just been realizing how much kyle means to me and how much i fucking love the kid. i dont even have words that can describe how i feel about him. its like wen i`m not with him allllll i think about is him i cant concentrate on anything else. and when i am with him, everything is just so amazing.. weather we are just layin there or messin around i neverrrr want it to end. i just look into his eyes and i can see how much he loves me, and it just makes me feel amazing. i seriously wouldnt trade him for a million dollars or anything in the world. i never thought i could have feelings this strong towards someone. i would take a bullet for the kid without even thinking about it. he means everything to me and i dont know what i would do if i ever lost him. even if we arent together right now, i still know that he cares about me, and i still care about him with every piece of me. he is the most amazing person i have ever met in my entire fucking life, noone could ever compare to him.. i can talk to him about anyyyyything no matter what it is and i know he wont think any differently of me. he is a person that i can be myself around and not have to worry about what he thinks because i know he loves me for who i am. i know that i dont deserve him because he is just that amazing, and i love the kid because even though i have hurt him so many times..and he hasnt done anything to hurt me at all,he will still take me back and give me another chance. he is just absolutly the most caring, sweetest, loving person in the whole world. he is the onnnnly person that can make me smile when i am fucking crying my eyes out. if i didnt have him in my life, i seriously would be barried 6 feet under right now. he has saved my life soo many times, and helped me out with so many things. i would give up everything for him. he is everything and anything ive ever wanted in a person, there is absolutly nothing i would change about him he is just perfect in every single way.
okay so yeah i am done with that...
so yeah lately ive been chillen at home.. i have bronchitus and a sinus infection(goddamn u ashley) and it blows asss and umm thats about it. ohh i start school on monday.. ::shrieks:: i dont wanna goooooooooo
lately.. ive just been realizing how much kyle means to me and how much i fucking love the kid. i dont even have words that can describe how i feel about him. its like wen i`m not with him allllll i think about is him i cant concentrate on anything else. and when i am with him, everything is just so amazing.. weather we are just layin there or messin around i neverrrr want it to end. i just look into his eyes and i can see how much he loves me, and it just makes me feel amazing. i seriously wouldnt trade him for a million dollars or anything in the world. i never thought i could have feelings this strong towards someone. i would take a bullet for the kid without even thinking about it. he means everything to me and i dont know what i would do if i ever lost him. even if we arent together right now, i still know that he cares about me, and i still care about him with every piece of me. he is the most amazing person i have ever met in my entire fucking life, noone could ever compare to him.. i can talk to him about anyyyyything no matter what it is and i know he wont think any differently of me. he is a person that i can be myself around and not have to worry about what he thinks because i know he loves me for who i am. i know that i dont deserve him because he is just that amazing, and i love the kid because even though i have hurt him so many times..and he hasnt done anything to hurt me at all,he will still take me back and give me another chance. he is just absolutly the most caring, sweetest, loving person in the whole world. he is the onnnnly person that can make me smile when i am fucking crying my eyes out. if i didnt have him in my life, i seriously would be barried 6 feet under right now. he has saved my life soo many times, and helped me out with so many things. i would give up everything for him. he is everything and anything ive ever wanted in a person, there is absolutly nothing i would change about him he is just perfect in every single way.
okay so yeah i am done with that...
so yeah lately ive been chillen at home.. i have bronchitus and a sinus infection(goddamn u ashley) and it blows asss and umm thats about it. ohh i start school on monday.. ::shrieks:: i dont wanna goooooooooo