I hate life.
I really do hate the world. Well i kno my life could be worse. But this is worse enough 4 me. I have lost all hope in any guy wut-so-ever. Each one is a little perverted jerk with a dick! Ugh. I have tried to get close to ross, but nothing seems to be working. I try to be the girl he wants me to be, but still repelin with my own thoughts of "dont change urself 4 any guy". i dont know wut to do. Kt got kind of upset with me. Casey talks 2 me bout his proeblms and i do the smae with him. Its great friendship. well he got upset with katie bc she took ME out her profile (which i dont get why) n well she took it weird bc she thought "y would of boyfriend worry if i took MELISSA out my pro?!" n it just big mess, n she got hurt. and i dont kno. i love her too much 2 loose her. and that might mean im goin to have 2 stop talkin to casey. but that cant happen bc i go nuts if i didnt have that boy!!! God life suxs sumtimes. Our school lost their playoff game last night. :( My birthday comin up!!! the big 15!! hehe. I cant wait! Well high school has been fun so far. I love SCC. but its lot harder. well im goin 2 see the big "harry potter" movie tonight!! im soooo excited! lol. i was thinkin if i got married ryte now who would i invite on my side?! well i kno it be all very close family..as in mom dad, twins, shelly ricky, ronzellos, grandma, grandpa, n my closest friends: kt kc kimmy celeste lauryn kinchen ross (my groom lol) tommy nick andy preston...i wonder if that be all hmm. Well g2g love ya shelly!!! byebye world...