smoking and stalking
Academia: PROMPT BOOKS ARE THE DEVIL. well, more like they are the devil when you are forced to do them for marks, and not out of necessity. I usually take a lot of pride in my Prompt Books, but I also tend to fill them with things that I need for the production. It's a tool. I am currently creating a tool for class that has no purpose, and this rubs me the wrong way. I should stop bitching though, and just do the fucking thing.
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i think i was vaugely expecting more of a "yay! smoke-free ashleigh!" response to my last post (for those who could see it), though i suppose the Christmas break plans were more interesting a subject.
i should probably stress this a little bit more: i will, most likely, not be well (though the 5 smoke-free days i went through on my drive out here werent all that bad). i will, most liekly, be stressing, craving, and acting erratically. Support would be cool... This includes, but is not limited to, a sharp slap in the face when i say things like "damn it i want a cigarette". and then maybe a "hooray i'm so proud of you!" when i say something to that effect, and then dont smoke.
Some days, i'm afraid
That the world is closing in
And the weight of it all
Makes me feel too small
Like i'm falling, but
Most days i'm so amazed
By my friends and family
That nothing can touch me
No one could push me down again
the sun will set, so lets not forget
too just enjoy
our lives
-amazed //Kinnie Starr
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Have you been reading my journal lately?
lets see who's actually been paying attention to the masses of surverys i've been posting lately.
(2 Points) My name:
(1 Point) My last name:
(5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(3 Points) Who am I in love with:
(2 Points) Where did we meet:
(2 Points) What kind of car do I drive:
(2 Points) where do I work:
(3 Points) what am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(2 Points) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(1 Point) Do I like 'em:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(2 Points) How many piercings do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) what’s my favorite color:
(3 Points) name something I hate:
(4 Points) name a talent I have:
(4 Points) what kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating right now:
(5 Points) how long have I been dating them:
(5 Points) what is the color of my room:
(5 Points) what is my worst habit:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:
80-85 Points; Stalker Extraordinaire!
70-79 Points; Hard-Working Stalker;
40-69 Points; Decent Stalker;
20-39 Points; Stalker-In-Training;
00-19 Points; Crappy Stalker or New Stalker
comment screening ON!
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i think i was vaugely expecting more of a "yay! smoke-free ashleigh!" response to my last post (for those who could see it), though i suppose the Christmas break plans were more interesting a subject.
i should probably stress this a little bit more: i will, most likely, not be well (though the 5 smoke-free days i went through on my drive out here werent all that bad). i will, most liekly, be stressing, craving, and acting erratically. Support would be cool... This includes, but is not limited to, a sharp slap in the face when i say things like "damn it i want a cigarette". and then maybe a "hooray i'm so proud of you!" when i say something to that effect, and then dont smoke.
Some days, i'm afraid
That the world is closing in
And the weight of it all
Makes me feel too small
Like i'm falling, but
Most days i'm so amazed
By my friends and family
That nothing can touch me
No one could push me down again
the sun will set, so lets not forget
too just enjoy
our lives
-amazed //Kinnie Starr
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Have you been reading my journal lately?
lets see who's actually been paying attention to the masses of surverys i've been posting lately.
(2 Points) My name:
(1 Point) My last name:
(5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(3 Points) Who am I in love with:
(2 Points) Where did we meet:
(2 Points) What kind of car do I drive:
(2 Points) where do I work:
(3 Points) what am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(2 Points) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(1 Point) Do I like 'em:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(2 Points) How many piercings do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) what’s my favorite color:
(3 Points) name something I hate:
(4 Points) name a talent I have:
(4 Points) what kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating right now:
(5 Points) how long have I been dating them:
(5 Points) what is the color of my room:
(5 Points) what is my worst habit:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:
80-85 Points; Stalker Extraordinaire!
70-79 Points; Hard-Working Stalker;
40-69 Points; Decent Stalker;
20-39 Points; Stalker-In-Training;
00-19 Points; Crappy Stalker or New Stalker
comment screening ON!