Oct 15, 2006 18:14
We were happily having our LUG FC gathering ytd and until midnight when everyone have left home and left only me wendy pam and wei er.I got a called from lina.She was asking where i am and i told her i am still at the BBQ area and she asked me not to cry cos she have something to tell.The first one to appear in my mind is uknow.Because all the things that have happen to him and i really got a feeling it is abuot him.I was like ok..don't say you saw uknow with his gf pictures or whatever thing.But when she say about the posion thing.i was speechless..my mind was in a blank.i don't know how to react to her.Because ytd night is very chaotic and no1 knows the whole story so she just told me what she saw on the internet about those rumors.The thing that she told me is uknow vomit blood (that is fake of cos.> < ) but i am really shock about that.I told myself not to cry because i havent see any news regarding this and i need to read about the whole report.I try to calm myself down but when i was in the tent.> < i am actually crying abit.
After the whole nigh and packing up in the BBQ area,We went home at 7, i was very tired to i go and sleep first before i go online to check the news up.I know that if i straigh away check the news i won't be able to sleep at all.
i woke up at 12 and went online to check the whole thing.After reading and crying.(damn i dun know how much i have cried for uknow.> <) i really wanted to kill the girl.ANTIS are stupid.i really can't know the feeling of the anti in krn.gyah i can't explain how i am feeling toward that girl.It just make me heartache.Watching inkigayo and seeing max mention about uknow again makes me cry again.> <
Now i am glad that he is ok and even leave message in website.UKNOW there is ALOT fans that is support you and be with you.No matter where you are and no matter what u did.we will always behind you.
Everything will be fine and i pray for you and the rest of DBSK and also SJ~esp Heechul!!U IDOIT.> <
i just hope you will rest more.>