can i be? was i there? it felt so crystal in the air..

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i was gonna write a post about how

how different i am now

what a better or a worse person i was a life ago

and however i was, being indifferent like i am now, is just worse in every case..

and then i read what i wrote two years ago..

"und ich will alle gefühle abtöten, will keine mehr haben."

maybe, somehow, it all really happened that way..

whatever happened, something is just... different?