May 26, 2005 22:45
Agh, there are so many emotions right now.
I feel like I'm letting him down. I feel like I'm being a bad girlfriend, but I really don't know what to do. I realize that this is the time that he probably needs me the most, and it is the time that I'm going to be leaving for the whole summer, and he won't be able to talk to me that much. Grrrrrrr! I hate it all. And I hate to see him hurting as much as he is hurting, it KILLS me. I want to make it all go away, but I know that I can't. It is in God's hands, along with everything else.
School is out. Not really much enthusiam in that one is there? Oh well, not much in the mood for enthusiam.
I'm really tired right now.