Back home
Alrighty... finally back in this hick town called danbury. Hmm... at leat its not as cold as Boston. I despise cold weather. I question God on its existence. Seriously i do. WEll, I guess my weekend is gonna mostly be spentat the salon helping my mom. nothing bad abouthelping the family buisness.. but workinn wit my mom is gonna be a pain.
Got my grades back, at least i didn't fail, so that's always a plus, but my GPA really went down. Ai.. i'm so confused. I feel like I'm walkin through life without a purpose, and that kinda makes me feel like its not worth living in a way. Just roaming, living life aimlessly. I have no motivation at all, nothing to work for. What is gonna make me happy? I mean, does my life have any meaning at all. Well, if I'm living in this world i guess i must have some purpose, but i wish i could find out already what it is. I dont like wasting my life away like this. The last thing i want is to live life as if i weren't living. Just watchin things pass by and not taking advantage of anything.
I'll find a way. I'll fix things, one way or another.
hmm...
Got my grades back, at least i didn't fail, so that's always a plus, but my GPA really went down. Ai.. i'm so confused. I feel like I'm walkin through life without a purpose, and that kinda makes me feel like its not worth living in a way. Just roaming, living life aimlessly. I have no motivation at all, nothing to work for. What is gonna make me happy? I mean, does my life have any meaning at all. Well, if I'm living in this world i guess i must have some purpose, but i wish i could find out already what it is. I dont like wasting my life away like this. The last thing i want is to live life as if i weren't living. Just watchin things pass by and not taking advantage of anything.
I'll find a way. I'll fix things, one way or another.
hmm...