Sleepless
Hell Week is almost over, all I need to do now it hand in the three essays tommorow, then I can relax for the weekend, or at least till the Social Science essay is due.
What I'm thinking about now though is my future major. I had a lil talk with my mother today. You know when you have the feelings that your parents are pressuring you toward a specific job, but they don't come out and say it? They just give little hints* on what would be better for you. So, ya... that's what I went through today.
I know she wants the best for me, and to be honest, I'm not so sure what I want. She wants me to be a doctor...hehehe...ya... I can only imagine all the studyin I"m gonna have to do... Good LORD!!!! This all started because I told her that I was gonna take Psycology 101... she has this idea that psycologists end up crazy because of dealing with too many crazy people... I was actually planning on doing children psycology... I just don't know what to do with my future. I need to decide soon, but I don't want to make any mistakes and most of all, I want to be happy in what I do. I do'nt want to live my life like those frustrated professionals, God no!
Well, whatever happens... lets just hope that its for the best, right! Still can't sleep though...
I feel like I should stay up all night doing these essays, its like "guilt awake"... but I know I'm not gonna be able to write anything now... come to think of it... I'm being very pessimistic today... odd... ok, no more writing... must try to sleep, or something...
What I'm thinking about now though is my future major. I had a lil talk with my mother today. You know when you have the feelings that your parents are pressuring you toward a specific job, but they don't come out and say it? They just give little hints* on what would be better for you. So, ya... that's what I went through today.
I know she wants the best for me, and to be honest, I'm not so sure what I want. She wants me to be a doctor...hehehe...ya... I can only imagine all the studyin I"m gonna have to do... Good LORD!!!! This all started because I told her that I was gonna take Psycology 101... she has this idea that psycologists end up crazy because of dealing with too many crazy people... I was actually planning on doing children psycology... I just don't know what to do with my future. I need to decide soon, but I don't want to make any mistakes and most of all, I want to be happy in what I do. I do'nt want to live my life like those frustrated professionals, God no!
Well, whatever happens... lets just hope that its for the best, right! Still can't sleep though...
I feel like I should stay up all night doing these essays, its like "guilt awake"... but I know I'm not gonna be able to write anything now... come to think of it... I'm being very pessimistic today... odd... ok, no more writing... must try to sleep, or something...