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ive spent the most time online in the past 3 days, poring over articles on web authoring languages and design information and coming up with layout after layout for my website (COMING SOOON!!!!). so much time that my shins, knees and lower back (not to mention every other bone and joint in my body) are killing me for sitting in this shitty ass "ergonomic" ikea computer chair.
my stomach is gurgling and cramping from having not actually consumed any real food (aside from some yummy meatloaf and scalloped potatoes yesterday - thank you travis)in some time.
about 2 hours ago i decided for whatever reason to turn on the TV. despite having somehow magically recieved the super-cable package (bravo, showcase and lifetime OH MY!) for the price of the basic one, i rarely watch television. my attention span is too short, and it's too hard to multitask while actually following the plot of a TV show.
anyhow, ski school II comes on, and i recognised dean cameron from his role in summer school as frances "chainsaw" gremp. being the curious little minx that i am, i googled his name and found out that he has a website!. apparently the phenomenon of finding him on late night tv is not unique to me.
RIGHT AFTER ski school II, some half hour tv show? movie? i can't find it on imdb. anyway it's called Strangers and it had Mark Harmon from the aformentioned summer school in it. coincidence or synchronicity?????????????????????????
im going to watch outside providence now.
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it's 4:05 am and i've yet to tuck myself into bed.
lately i have been considering that my highs and lows mimic manic/depression on a much smaller scale. my behavior becomes gradually less self destructive, irational and spontaneous with age, so i doubt that manic depressive or bi-polar is an appropriate label for me. however i seem to go through week long periods of depression (where i sleep too much, mope about and am generally slovenly.) followed by week long periods of mania (where i hardly sleep, fixate and obsess over projects and endevors and practically vibrate with anxiety).
guess which part of the cycle i am in right now!!
my stomach is gurgling and cramping from having not actually consumed any real food (aside from some yummy meatloaf and scalloped potatoes yesterday - thank you travis)in some time.
about 2 hours ago i decided for whatever reason to turn on the TV. despite having somehow magically recieved the super-cable package (bravo, showcase and lifetime OH MY!) for the price of the basic one, i rarely watch television. my attention span is too short, and it's too hard to multitask while actually following the plot of a TV show.
anyhow, ski school II comes on, and i recognised dean cameron from his role in summer school as frances "chainsaw" gremp. being the curious little minx that i am, i googled his name and found out that he has a website!. apparently the phenomenon of finding him on late night tv is not unique to me.
RIGHT AFTER ski school II, some half hour tv show? movie? i can't find it on imdb. anyway it's called Strangers and it had Mark Harmon from the aformentioned summer school in it. coincidence or synchronicity?????????????????????????
im going to watch outside providence now.
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it's 4:05 am and i've yet to tuck myself into bed.
lately i have been considering that my highs and lows mimic manic/depression on a much smaller scale. my behavior becomes gradually less self destructive, irational and spontaneous with age, so i doubt that manic depressive or bi-polar is an appropriate label for me. however i seem to go through week long periods of depression (where i sleep too much, mope about and am generally slovenly.) followed by week long periods of mania (where i hardly sleep, fixate and obsess over projects and endevors and practically vibrate with anxiety).
guess which part of the cycle i am in right now!!