you're such a babybaby girl
i just got declined for a royalbank student visa. what the hell. i am a university student and i have good credit.
yesterday was okay today is dramatic -- i'm back to feeling depressed, sad, panicky, lonely, nostalgic etc. why won't these feelings go away?
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ugh. i refuse to even read any of the news articles about the whole pentagon climate change report thing. i dont even want to think about it. if i think about it for even a split second i get all panicky and sad and angry and upset.
good thing i don't watch the news at all or read news papers!!! hooray for blissful ignorance.
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when i think about the idea of the world ending, for whatever reason... i don't want to know about it happening in advance. i want to continue on in this simple and mostly pleasant little life of mine until the very bitter end. i am angry at these people for attempting to disrupt it and spread all this doom and gloom.