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(before i had another picture, this one shows the haircut better... it's a crappy picture though blah! im such a perfectionist.)
i was geting frustrated with my hair, so i gave myself a fairly unflattering home haircut. i wanted to cut it so it would grow out to something like this (annie_hall), like brow grazing bangs that frame the face in a round manner rather than straight accross, if that makes any sense. like a bowl cut kind of?
(edited to remove excessive self deprecating talk!)
the stuff on my eyes is mac pigment in bright fuschia which i absolutely adore. it's so much brighter and more vivid than any other pink eyeshadow ive ever used. beautiful!!
im supposed to be cleaning my apartment for my mom's arrival tommorrow, but ive ran out of steam on the cleaning front. we'll see, maybe i'll get my second wind.
maybe i'll just go get a library membership instead.
another thing i've ran out of steam on? the previous entry's topic. blah. it's degraded into this...
i hate that i let what other people say bother me and feel like it's my duty to inform them how wrong and misinformed they are. see, tamperevident? this is why it is best to keep my mouth shut and be apologetic about being fat.
(they're wrong though, both my current and previous boyfriend are gorgeous boys, and i think i'm better than some ugly troll that a boy would resort to out of desperateness. but whatever.)
see? see?? this is why i should never get myself into these situatious. i always end up feeling shitty about myself in the end. it seems like i always get into this shit when i'm pre/menstrual and my selfesteem is at it's monthly low.
blahh!!!