Hugh Grant and Kelli-talk
I have decided that watching a movie starring Hugh Grant will then make you hear his accent in everything you type. oye! :)
So yes. I'm not sure what to write about but I feel so... inclined to write. hmmmm.
Erin... you better be smiling! If you're not my purple foot will kick you in your ass the next time I see you ;) hehehehe
So yes. Surgery #5 is down. I pray to God this is the last. I really want to start running again. And I want to ride my bike so gosh darn bad. This surgery has been by far the worst in a lot of ways. The pain... yeah it's been bad at times... but the isolation from the outside world has really gotten to me. I dont feel like going out because it's such a hassle! Everyone's been coming around to see me... and the times I have gone out have been fun but I feel so... detached from the world. I sit at home all day for the most part. And sleep. I dont think i've slept SOOO much in my life before.
Oh well. School started today... yet... I only looked over my classes. I haven't done anything productive yet. that's tomorrow I hope.
I miss work. Not all of work... but people. I miss my girls at baywood an awful lot though. 2 more weeks. yeesh.
I've done so much thinking though since i've been... well, alone. I want to be a PT for sure. I'm going to do it. I'm going to get married...hopefully to Kit... that's where I see my life headed at least! I decided that I dont want to be in *a lot* of debt when i move out... or when I get married. I think i've come to terms that if I dont ever have kids... it's a compromise I'm willing to make in the name of love.
love makes you silly. i've never felt so invigorated around someone or so spontaneous... yet so weak in the knees and nervous. I'm in love with my best friend. THAT... is the best feeling ever.
My friends are wonderful as always. I think i'm becoming more positive than ever. I cant take anymore negativity. I can't take it within myself and I cant stand to see it ruin the people I love. I dont know why our minds are set on default to be so negative. Just like it's so much easier to frown. Maybe it's just me and I like to live up the the challenge of doing what's harder and not the easiest route. I'm working on it... and getting there I think.
Right now, I just need to not feel so isolated from the world. I cannot wait for my independence to come back. This makes me not want to get old. uhhhh. I can just imagine.
Yeah, i'm blabbering now. Sorry Erin this was nothing... *interesting* persay. Just normal Kelli ramblings. yay!
~Kelli Lee
So yes. I'm not sure what to write about but I feel so... inclined to write. hmmmm.
Erin... you better be smiling! If you're not my purple foot will kick you in your ass the next time I see you ;) hehehehe
So yes. Surgery #5 is down. I pray to God this is the last. I really want to start running again. And I want to ride my bike so gosh darn bad. This surgery has been by far the worst in a lot of ways. The pain... yeah it's been bad at times... but the isolation from the outside world has really gotten to me. I dont feel like going out because it's such a hassle! Everyone's been coming around to see me... and the times I have gone out have been fun but I feel so... detached from the world. I sit at home all day for the most part. And sleep. I dont think i've slept SOOO much in my life before.
Oh well. School started today... yet... I only looked over my classes. I haven't done anything productive yet. that's tomorrow I hope.
I miss work. Not all of work... but people. I miss my girls at baywood an awful lot though. 2 more weeks. yeesh.
I've done so much thinking though since i've been... well, alone. I want to be a PT for sure. I'm going to do it. I'm going to get married...hopefully to Kit... that's where I see my life headed at least! I decided that I dont want to be in *a lot* of debt when i move out... or when I get married. I think i've come to terms that if I dont ever have kids... it's a compromise I'm willing to make in the name of love.
love makes you silly. i've never felt so invigorated around someone or so spontaneous... yet so weak in the knees and nervous. I'm in love with my best friend. THAT... is the best feeling ever.
My friends are wonderful as always. I think i'm becoming more positive than ever. I cant take anymore negativity. I can't take it within myself and I cant stand to see it ruin the people I love. I dont know why our minds are set on default to be so negative. Just like it's so much easier to frown. Maybe it's just me and I like to live up the the challenge of doing what's harder and not the easiest route. I'm working on it... and getting there I think.
Right now, I just need to not feel so isolated from the world. I cannot wait for my independence to come back. This makes me not want to get old. uhhhh. I can just imagine.
Yeah, i'm blabbering now. Sorry Erin this was nothing... *interesting* persay. Just normal Kelli ramblings. yay!
~Kelli Lee