That won't be necessary

[misty_rains]

So last night a cryptic and frightening text message. "There's one thing I want you to know, I am sorry for everything I've done." and then a request for no phone calls untill the morning. I didn't know what to do,I pictured him slicing his wrists or at a cliff;s edge. So I called and told him that if he was in touble to call me, that if he needed someone to talk to I could drive down. Only on his voicemail though. He text messaged me and told me everything was Ok and to not call there was no need. That was at close to five in the morning. I woke up at seven and realized I did not know if he was dead or alive, so I called him at eleven and he was alright, just sounded like hell. He told me that he was going to tell me what was going o, but that it was ok now. I asked him if he wanted me to come down, and he said that it wouldn't be neccessary, and that he would talk to me later.
I felt like hell at first. I wanted to go down just to see him, just to see him. As if by seeing him I would be able to find out what happened.
I went on a hike and now I feel better in some ways than I have in awhile, a whole lot healthier,just extremely worried about him.