Get in on it
So, I am trying to get back into livejournal again. I was wondering how I used to update almost every day, and what kind of stuff I used to say. I ended up going through my old updates (from my old name). Wow....now all I can think, is how did everything become so fucked? I remember complaining about things like not seeing my friends, or stupid arguements here and there; people not saying hello to me in the hallways, or worrying about my weight. Now, things are so confusing that I don't even have time to obsess about how I weigh. Now, I wonder about when I am going to be able to see my best friend again, or how the hell I am going to be able to pay my cell phone bill. I worry about what I am going to do with my life, and if I am failing my parents. I guess what I am saying is, that things really did get deep, I just didn't notice until I made a flash back in time. I have no clue how I would have gotten through everything without my friends.
I also just realized how supportive Rebecca was. Goodness...if I even said I was a little sad on my livejournal she was there with support (not just support, but wise advise and everything of the like). Thank you Rebecca. I wish I could have given you 1/10th of what you gave to me.
I also just realized how supportive Rebecca was. Goodness...if I even said I was a little sad on my livejournal she was there with support (not just support, but wise advise and everything of the like). Thank you Rebecca. I wish I could have given you 1/10th of what you gave to me.