Where are we heading?

Nov 16, 2007 12:07

Who knows? I sure don't, I don't know if its just work and silly things that are putting a strain on my relationship with Kristian at the moment, but it definitely feels like its not going anywhere soon. I hope that once everything settles with work and whatever else things with us can go back to normal. We were planning to start trying to get pregnant at the end of 2008, but I'm not up for that if things are still like this by then.

Although Im still young, I feel like Im going to end up like my Mother, thats something I do not want. I feel like no matter what I wanted for my life its not going to happen cos its ME who keeps compromising what I want for HIM.
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