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Call me insane but I believe (sort of) in the sayings from the fortune cookies... especially if they best applies to my current situation.
Here's the first one: "The coming month shall bring winds of change in your life."
The second: "Your most memorable dream will come true."
And the third: "A new work opportunity will avail itself."
Gosh, aren't they sweet? Certainly, gave me something to look forward to. At the expense of jinxing my chance of meeting teh Lij, I'm posting even before the day my most "memorable dream will come true." LOL. I'm nuts, aren't I? Hindsight will surely prove me wrong.
My previous post was that of excitement and thrill. I still am but at the same time I'm scared. I'm scared that I'll be disappointed. That he'll be a jerk and forever crash my idealized version of him in my feeble head. Or that my animosity against the showbiz profession (I have my reasons) would finally reach him and my affection would turn into hostility. All in all, I hope that when I do see him or meet him (the one thing that I would really like to happen) that I would end up wishing otherwise. I have a tendency to overthink things, and this is apparently no exception. What's so special about Elijah that thoughts about him should have permanent residence in my head?