Chance meeting
Something happened today, when both lifted my spirit and left me sad and confused.
I met Grae.
Me and David were shopping for a christmas present for Kirsten in a big shopping center called Illum, when he was just there. To all apperance he was also doing some christmas shopping with a child friend of his own, small blond girl by the name of Evelyn.
At first I was startled, appearently so was he and at first he wanted to leave. but I presuaded him to stay an speak with me.
We had the kids leave, so we could deal with eachother in privacy and we... talked.
I have trouble recalled the exsact conversation, but we spoke of us, what we were, what I'd been... he seemed to put alot of stress on me having killed people. which baffles me slightly, I don't think I killed anyone he knew.
But, this thing, which should be a thing to glad of, was turned sour by the Lab. I'm sure it's their work. when I saw Grae, something was triggered in me, an overwhelming desire to kill filled me, the urge overpowering. only when I didn't look at him, could I control it. but it hurt terribly in my head to keep it at bay.
Even worse, it made me change too, my hands started to change, almost talon like. teeth turning into fangs, my eye sight going red.
But I managed to contain it, my head is still throbbing, but I managed to control the need to kill Grae.
But in the end we parted ways, but we agreed to meet again at some point in the future, there is so much to talk about.
but now I want to sleep.
he wished me a merry christmas
I met Grae.
Me and David were shopping for a christmas present for Kirsten in a big shopping center called Illum, when he was just there. To all apperance he was also doing some christmas shopping with a child friend of his own, small blond girl by the name of Evelyn.
At first I was startled, appearently so was he and at first he wanted to leave. but I presuaded him to stay an speak with me.
We had the kids leave, so we could deal with eachother in privacy and we... talked.
I have trouble recalled the exsact conversation, but we spoke of us, what we were, what I'd been... he seemed to put alot of stress on me having killed people. which baffles me slightly, I don't think I killed anyone he knew.
But, this thing, which should be a thing to glad of, was turned sour by the Lab. I'm sure it's their work. when I saw Grae, something was triggered in me, an overwhelming desire to kill filled me, the urge overpowering. only when I didn't look at him, could I control it. but it hurt terribly in my head to keep it at bay.
Even worse, it made me change too, my hands started to change, almost talon like. teeth turning into fangs, my eye sight going red.
But I managed to contain it, my head is still throbbing, but I managed to control the need to kill Grae.
But in the end we parted ways, but we agreed to meet again at some point in the future, there is so much to talk about.
but now I want to sleep.
he wished me a merry christmas