Always the bridesmaid, never the ensemble...
Aww.. Geri, look what I'm listening too.. It came on and I almost burst into tears.. I'm so like that now. I used to be the most unemotional person in the world. I'd cry maybe once every 4 months. Now its like every second fuckin' day.
I guess thats what falling in love does to you.. I mean really, like its awesome but at the same time, oh my god, I'm turning into the most annoying girly, easily upset, clingy person ever! I'm all those girls I use to hassle at school.. YERK!
Wow, two LJ posts in a week.. you can tell that I've got essays to write.. but also there were things to update from the last post.
To answer Court and Nads' question, the CC con is not a full time institution, its just a place to learn music and essentially the scholarship will continue what i've been doing there for the last two years, having singing lessons once a week, its just next year i won't have to pay (woo!) and i also perform in some random concerts and get my name up on the board as you walk into the building.. and it is always cool to have your name up on a board.
As for Oklahoma, well its like the title of this post states, I'm 'always the bridesmaid, never the ensemble'. I'm serious for like the last five or so years it has been impossible for me to get into a show unless i'm playing some sort of role. If there is no role suitable.. BUH-BYE! i went through a series of GMS Juniors shows where it was like 'lead role' one show than not getting at all into the next than a lead role again.
This time though.. its just really annoying. For one thing, Andrew did end up getting Jud, and i'm so proud of him and would really just like to be there for him. Also the show goes on in the first two weeks of March (the same time as Marat/Sade, and the reason i didn't audition for that show.. and now i could do it.. grr...) and once these two essays are handed in i have ABSOLUTELY FUCK ALL to do till March.. perfect time to really get involved in a show.. meh.. shit happens.. i'll prob end up doing backstage..