still sick :{ havent seen my babe in two days cause of it. I have the worst fever ever and it made me pass out in the middle of the day XD i feel like crap and i cant do anything. and ive gone through TWO rolls of toilet paper full of snot today @_@ This is why i went to the doctor early, so i could get what i need so i wouldnt have gotten this bad! *still bitter*
Jon and i have lightly considered smoking pot again o0o0o.
When we first met each other in school last year(Sept 7th 05 :O!) I had just grown out of my party, drink, do drugs, break stuff and steal phase and jon has long since been out of it (granted i was just 16 by 2 days lol). We dont drink, we dont smoke, we dont do drugs, we certainly do not do parties.. and aside from the weird shit we do, were pretty square.
Though the other day we were discussing before we have kids, just him and i, in our home alone sitting down and smoking some good old organic(non of that cheap shit.. or tampered crap) pot. Just recreationally. Cause neither of us are into trend or looking cool.. not that we have people to show off to *no friends lol* or tryign to be HXC XD.. and pot isnt like E or coke or heroin its actually not bad for you or terribly mind altering.. We just kind of are considering everyonce in a while just sitting down, smokin some pot and having a good laugh.
I dont see anything wrong with that.
I dont know if any of you have seen tokyo royale's myspace but the kids in the pictures have wack ass coordination and makeup skills so i sent them a very nice letter saying theyd probably get better business if they stayed away from the gothy/costumey makeup and wigs and went for a more coordinated look.
The owner claimed it was j-rock because she loves mana T__T.
My mom is quitting her job. She hates it, and honestly i understand why, they have aterribly fucked up boss and the worst most impossible system ever long story short. Today was the last straw and she said "fuck it, id rather work two part time jobs than this crap!" so she applied at metropolitan market(high end gormet grocery store) down the road on the opposite side of town where the rich are.. and i dont know what next. I really pitty her. She has to support 2 children.. now that hannah lives with dad, and juggle jobs, pay for everything we need AND were losing the house and have to find another place to live. She has to be under an immense amount of stress. Which is precisely why i want to move out before my birthday, so shell only have to worry about debbie. "/ Oh well.
Id love to quite my job too, i feel inclined to now that i dont feel the obligation to stay because it would be helping my mom. I only took this part time crap to make it so she didnt have to spend time doing it. But if i dont have to worry about my mom, there is no way in hell i am going to stay throughout the summer. Ill find another job somewhere else... id rather sell cellphones than go back there.
That place BLOWS
I updated my wish list a little (remember some of it isnt stuff i want but stuff ill use for drawing or inspiration)
BTW these are really cute
and i want to get a pair of these in red
im bored and cant draw :{ this is what the last page on my sketchbook looks like. A bunch of garbage.