If I were really as hard-working as this meme says, I'd be Rock Lee
From GoldinUniverse:
Much of the time you are preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature. You need stimulation and variation with all matters pertaining to your life. You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality being able to charm and influence others. You use powerful strategies with predictable outcomes so as to avoid endangering your chances of success or undermining other people's confidence in you.
Kind of yes and no. Stimulation and variation are fun and exciting, but left to my own devices I kind of fall into listless habit more than anything else. So I guess I like such stimulation and variation every once in a while, but still need my time to do whatever unproductive things I want.
You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.
Ah-hahahahaha yes I totally always know where I'm going in everything. That's why I have a crap sense of direction and have no idea what the heck I'm going to do after graduation.
The way things are at this time it is necessary to 'go slow'. All the pleasures that you have anticipated should be left in abeyance until some future date, but all is not lost, you are able to derive and achieve considerable gratification from someone quite close to you.
Pleasures that need to be left for some later date including lol RPing? Why can't I quit yoooooooou? And yeah, I usually dig the going slow. Unfortunately often to the point things don't move anywhere and don't get done, orz.
You are feeling full of uncertainty and worrying over what you consider as missed opportunities. This is causing considerable stress and tension. You feel that there must be more to life than the constant pressures and anxieties - that surely life must hold far more opportunities than that which it has to date presented to you. You sincerely believe that there must be a simpler way to tap life's hidden recourses and should you be able to find that way - you could achieve your hearts desire. It's the not knowing 'how' that is affording you the constant worry. You are constantly probing and seeking - trying to ensure that at all times you are on your guard against missing any opportunity. 'Enough is enough'. You are anxious to avoid further setbacks. You are strenuously trying to make sure that you will not be overlooked and you badly need security.
This here paragraph is probably the most accurate analysis of my character. It doesn't surprise me the meme can figure out how insecure I am of everything better than anything else about my personality, ha.
The fear that you may not be able to fulfill or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.
The only part in that that's right would be "fear that you may not be able to fulfill or realise all of your ambitions" because HOLY CRAP probably one of my biggest fears ever. Everything else about me supposedly working hard is bullcrap. XD
Bah. Have to read a 290 page book and come up with part of a lecture/presentation on it by Wednesday. Haven't reached the 100-page mark yet. Also didn't finish the last book we had to read in that class. Dear Mr. Ian McEwan, I'm sure you're a masterful writer and all, but gaaaaaahhh the main character Briony's so self-centered it stupefies me and makes me mentally ill just trying to read Atonement. I am quitting your book. For now. Until maybe a week before exams because it's kind of suicide answering essay questions for novels you only half read.
Called the editor of a local magazine about my interest in interning for her next semester Monday. Told me to e-mail her some writing samples to look over. Sent her two English papers and the link to all the Reaper episode reviews I did for The Two Cents Wednesday. Haven't heard back from her yet. Will probably call/e-mail her asking if she got my e-mail this coming Monday. Will probably hate myself if editor's not interested. Being a grown-up and trying to get career opportunities is not fun ever and is plain nerve-wracking.
Sad milestone for me in srs RP bsns. After almost two years, I dropped Hinata (quiet_stare) from orochiagenda. First canon-based character I ever played -- the four or so years before then I only did OC games. Wouldn't be surprised if Sakurako (the_inners_out) ends up following right behind, because I'm running out of things to do with her, too.
But on happier or at least "WTFrick are you an idiot?!" news, lol finally got the courage to seriously app someone for paradisa. No, I haven't been stalking lurking over there on and off for the past two years. You really think I'm that creepy? Me to Myself: YES. I am kind of sort of really hoping the muns of her canonmates there don't go adsjfalskdfd EW NEWB and like...force themselves to play against me because our characters are canon buddies but secretly think I suck. Which I'm kind of expecting to happen, but bah, never know unless you try, right?
Okay, back to reading The Guru of Love. I wish I could have my childhood love of reading back. School ruins everything for you, doesn't it. Like my ability to speak Tagalog. Boo hiss.
Much of the time you are preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature. You need stimulation and variation with all matters pertaining to your life. You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality being able to charm and influence others. You use powerful strategies with predictable outcomes so as to avoid endangering your chances of success or undermining other people's confidence in you.
Kind of yes and no. Stimulation and variation are fun and exciting, but left to my own devices I kind of fall into listless habit more than anything else. So I guess I like such stimulation and variation every once in a while, but still need my time to do whatever unproductive things I want.
You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.
Ah-hahahahaha yes I totally always know where I'm going in everything. That's why I have a crap sense of direction and have no idea what the heck I'm going to do after graduation.
The way things are at this time it is necessary to 'go slow'. All the pleasures that you have anticipated should be left in abeyance until some future date, but all is not lost, you are able to derive and achieve considerable gratification from someone quite close to you.
Pleasures that need to be left for some later date including lol RPing? Why can't I quit yoooooooou? And yeah, I usually dig the going slow. Unfortunately often to the point things don't move anywhere and don't get done, orz.
You are feeling full of uncertainty and worrying over what you consider as missed opportunities. This is causing considerable stress and tension. You feel that there must be more to life than the constant pressures and anxieties - that surely life must hold far more opportunities than that which it has to date presented to you. You sincerely believe that there must be a simpler way to tap life's hidden recourses and should you be able to find that way - you could achieve your hearts desire. It's the not knowing 'how' that is affording you the constant worry. You are constantly probing and seeking - trying to ensure that at all times you are on your guard against missing any opportunity. 'Enough is enough'. You are anxious to avoid further setbacks. You are strenuously trying to make sure that you will not be overlooked and you badly need security.
This here paragraph is probably the most accurate analysis of my character. It doesn't surprise me the meme can figure out how insecure I am of everything better than anything else about my personality, ha.
The fear that you may not be able to fulfill or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.
The only part in that that's right would be "fear that you may not be able to fulfill or realise all of your ambitions" because HOLY CRAP probably one of my biggest fears ever. Everything else about me supposedly working hard is bullcrap. XD
Bah. Have to read a 290 page book and come up with part of a lecture/presentation on it by Wednesday. Haven't reached the 100-page mark yet. Also didn't finish the last book we had to read in that class. Dear Mr. Ian McEwan, I'm sure you're a masterful writer and all, but gaaaaaahhh the main character Briony's so self-centered it stupefies me and makes me mentally ill just trying to read Atonement. I am quitting your book. For now. Until maybe a week before exams because it's kind of suicide answering essay questions for novels you only half read.
Called the editor of a local magazine about my interest in interning for her next semester Monday. Told me to e-mail her some writing samples to look over. Sent her two English papers and the link to all the Reaper episode reviews I did for The Two Cents Wednesday. Haven't heard back from her yet. Will probably call/e-mail her asking if she got my e-mail this coming Monday. Will probably hate myself if editor's not interested. Being a grown-up and trying to get career opportunities is not fun ever and is plain nerve-wracking.
Sad milestone for me in srs RP bsns. After almost two years, I dropped Hinata (quiet_stare) from orochiagenda. First canon-based character I ever played -- the four or so years before then I only did OC games. Wouldn't be surprised if Sakurako (the_inners_out) ends up following right behind, because I'm running out of things to do with her, too.
But on happier or at least "WTFrick are you an idiot?!" news, lol finally got the courage to seriously app someone for paradisa. No, I haven't been stalking lurking over there on and off for the past two years. You really think I'm that creepy? Me to Myself: YES. I am kind of sort of really hoping the muns of her canonmates there don't go adsjfalskdfd EW NEWB and like...force themselves to play against me because our characters are canon buddies but secretly think I suck. Which I'm kind of expecting to happen, but bah, never know unless you try, right?
Okay, back to reading The Guru of Love. I wish I could have my childhood love of reading back. School ruins everything for you, doesn't it. Like my ability to speak Tagalog. Boo hiss.