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Well, as I was saying in the last entry - only not as directly. Today has been shit. The guy that was meant to be paying him for work didnt and isnt replying to emails/phone calls etc. So now we cant pay our rent or go away for the week (anniversary thing) and everythings gone to pot. He was all upset and I had a panic attack. Great pair aren't we?
I'm sickened. He feels so bad too cause I went and bought him a present and he cant get me anything (not like it matters) but he's breaking up about it and its a shame.
I wish folk would stop fucking him around - its not fair. He needs a break in life for fucks sake.
On that note so do I.
Ever since we got together we've constantly been plagued by money troubles and he always blames himself. We've never had money for b/days/xmas' etc so I was quite excited about this week and so was he.
Now here we are...trapped on this stupid fucking island with nothing to do.
Well he's taking me out for dinner which will be nice. JUst a shame Im not in the mood for doing anything but curling into a ball and crying. Ill put on a face though. Pretty good at that one now. I should become an actress haha.
I just want to get wasted tonight. Fuck the food. I dont even want to eat and IM sure it wouldnt do me any harm to go hungry for a few days.
Ugh. I better stop or this moan is going to go on forever.
Sorry guys.
I think im gonna start a new journal of just my thoughts. Something that leaves this one open for happy stuff
I'm sickened. He feels so bad too cause I went and bought him a present and he cant get me anything (not like it matters) but he's breaking up about it and its a shame.
I wish folk would stop fucking him around - its not fair. He needs a break in life for fucks sake.
On that note so do I.
Ever since we got together we've constantly been plagued by money troubles and he always blames himself. We've never had money for b/days/xmas' etc so I was quite excited about this week and so was he.
Now here we are...trapped on this stupid fucking island with nothing to do.
Well he's taking me out for dinner which will be nice. JUst a shame Im not in the mood for doing anything but curling into a ball and crying. Ill put on a face though. Pretty good at that one now. I should become an actress haha.
I just want to get wasted tonight. Fuck the food. I dont even want to eat and IM sure it wouldnt do me any harm to go hungry for a few days.
Ugh. I better stop or this moan is going to go on forever.
Sorry guys.
I think im gonna start a new journal of just my thoughts. Something that leaves this one open for happy stuff