I miss you...

[mistressmorgyn]

I miss putting my head in your lap and having you pet my hair. I miss having you hold me. I feel like I did something incredibly wrong by falling in love with you. Not because it was wrong to do, but because you don't want it. It hurts. It hurts so damned much. I feel like a failure because I can't keep my emotions under control.

You probably aren't good for me. You'll break me. You already have. I don't know if you realize it. Or if you just don't care, or if you absolve yourself of any responsibility whatsoever, but you've broken me.