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[mistressmerr]

First entry of the new year! I may be a newly-minted 22-year-old, but I still get exceedingly bored talking about my personal life at any length, so I'll continue my trend of not doing that and putting nothing of consequence here. This year, the plan is for short, spoiler-free reviews of every single new movie I see, since it will give me a

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[mistressmerr]

Wow, fuck you too, notifs. :E

1. Yes you do, and you are entirely correct to do so, and I will tag her when next I see her. :D

3. EXCELLENT. HE HAS ALWAYS WANTED A PROTEGE. But his daughter was still just slightly too young, so ACTUAL HEARTS IN HIS EYES AT THE PROSPECT.

2. Why yes, I answered these out of order for purposes of rambling, thank you for asking. But yes, see, the whole thing is one big ball of 'I don't knooooooow' and this is why I'm throwing it out there, but of course I left it too long like I do everything, so it's like if I don't pull the trigger on it when he fucks his throat up this month, I'm probably not going to get another window of opportunity short of -- likewise, bb -- Meredith disappearing. And in a way, it's the perfect time since he'll be shedding a lot of his prior baggage (well, not shedding so much as actually starting to move past it like he's been trying to do for weeks now), so I wouldn't have all that bogging him down as well, but the question still exists of whether or not it would prove to be more trouble than it's worth, and the only way of really knowing is by planning and, like, making contingencies and shit and that is lame. Hell, I'm ALREADY in that boat as I try to figure out what it'll take for him to actually risk proposing again, and the best I have so far is some life-or-death situation where he can just blurt it out (like space plot, except he CAN'T blurt it out this time around, which is all the more reason to drink, really).

Alright, I'm gonna cut that wall of text off right there for now, and we will work this out!

Re: No, THIS is a wall of text.

[mistressmerr]

I don't think Sean would ever be capable of getting to a place where he wouldn't fight for her, where he wouldn't buckle down and fix whatever needs fixing if she went and took that step and actually broke things off because of him. So that's... something. So much of this depends on anticipating what he'll do weeks and months from now, though, when I hardly know minute-to-minute sometimes, which is why I keep waffling on this. That's one thing I'm at least pretty sure of, though, so if it's just the worry of her breaking up with him that's making you hesitant, then I don't think that should be too bad a problem. Hell, it could end up being the kick in the pants he'll need to smarten up, idk. I'm not married to the idea either way, so if it's something you think is more risk than it's worth, don't worry about saying so, seriously. I don't want to feel like I've missed an opportunity to do something big with him, but it's obviously not worth screwing him/them up irrevocably, you know?

I WILL CONTINUE TO THINK ABOUT THIS WHILE I MAKE SUPPER.

[mistressmerr]

re: The period after, when I said he wouldn't be capable of not fighting for her, that would include there being much of a period to speak of, if that makes sense which I don't think it does? I'm so distracted right now, words are the enemy, god. Like, he wouldn't magically be okay overnight, but there also wouldn't be much in the way of sitting around on his own thinking things over, I imagine it would be very much just like "Shit, she dumped me, time to do something about that, I guess". But even with all that, if the bleed or whatever would suck that much, that would totally fall under the purview of it all not being worth the potential trouble it might cause. (Also, as an aside, it is such a relief to hear you say it all makes sense since I was starting to wonder if I was making it all up and have some kind of ridiculous drama gland that refuses to just let a good thing be, idek)

[mistressmerr]

The thing about doing it somewhere on down the line is that it would take something huge to provoke it if all goes as I would like it to over the next little while, since my intention is for this to be the month he finally pulls out of his depression. Whatever else could come up, he'll (hopefully) be in a far better place and thus in more of a position to deal with it properly and not self-destruct. If we can come up with something, I'd be all for that, especially since it would help out with another fear of mine, that chaining all these crises one right after the other will leave me going 'well, what now' when it finally ends, but I have no clue what could possibly be big enough to do it once he's finally had a chance to recover and move on somewhat.

[mistressmerr]

Oh my goooood, I don't even know where to start now. XD

* MISCARRIAGE~

IT'S NOT LIKE THERE ISN'T A LOT OF IG AND CANON PRECEDENT (on both sides, Cassidys are not allowed to have tragedy-free babies, trololol). This would probably fall under things that would break him a lot but he would pull himself together for her sake anyway?

* dropping [NO]

NO.

* Alzheimer's [maybe if I am still playing her in ten years]

YOU NEVER KNOW.

* obviously she should just get herself almost killed every couple months until he breaks

>:E

* or

* bomb

* her fourth year begins on Wednesday, so she gets another item

* we could blow shit up

I don't know that this would do it, but it is clearly something that should happen at some point either way. >_>

* someone temp apps Ellis: worst potential mother in law EVER, I would start drinking immediately

Oh my holy god, that might be TOO cruel. XD

* someone temp apps Maeve (lol with what canon)

I maintain that she has more to work with than some other recent apps. >_>

* Black Widow? I have seen a couple contenders

* depression from returning from home plot? If there is a way we can figure out they could be in his world despite his perception of not having a home and he can fly and we play it out so they think they're there for weeks or even months, I don't know, but then they get pulled back to the island and it's ALL GONE, that would be pretty depressing

Yes, I am putting these together for a reason. Home plot is something I've actually been thinking about a lot for him (but haven't really mentioned because WOAH ONE GIANT THING AT A TIME, LADY), mostly because of people mentioning apping the Black Widow here and there and the only way I can see that ending as it stands is with him either landing in the clinic or the clink. He DOES get closure with her in canon, but it's after his exit point, so I was thinking of, like, some kind of super plotty home plot where he could basically play things out and get to that point.

THAT WAS ALL A SEPARATE ISSUE ENTIRELY, but I never really though about the possibility of it lasting any longer than that, and now that I am, I feel like that could maybe work for the other thing, because yeah, if he could be made to think it was a permanent thing and could go home with her and fix things with baby Theresa and everything, that would probably fuck him up pretty badly, yes. Thinky thinky thinky time.

* I'm really researching throat injuries now, I am

I'm thinking something messy and dramatic, but it's really all going to come down to recovery times. He'll need to be unable to speak for long enough to start getting his affairs in order, but realistically, how long can I play him like that, right? WHATEVER, YOU ARE THE ONE WITH THE BOOK, I'LL SHUT UP.

[mistressmerr]

I DO KNOW, BECAUSE I WILL BE. I WILL. EVEN IF TR DIES, I'M OPENING A NEW GAME JUST TO PLAY MEREDITH.

IT WILL BE LIKE AFTERMASH. BUT... AFTERTR. AND IT WILL LAST LONGER THAN TWO SEASONS.

SOMEDAY. Let's put that on the backburner until things have been quiet for a while. I like to save things for a sunny day~ 8D

Why do all his girlfriends get blown up. :(

HOMEPLOT: THIS IS SO HORRIBLE AND I LOVE IT. The way I was planning on getting around him not having a ~home~ anymore was just dumping him right back where he came from, and having Meredith along for that would make things so complicated but so potentially awesome, so (because the whole original point of my wanting a homeplot for him was getting him closure with the Widow on the off-chance somebody ends up apping her and I would still like to do that). WE SHOULD START PLANNING SHIT IF YOU WANT TO DO THIS.

What is the maximum amount of time you think you can deal with it? I can tailor injuries to suit you, that is the POINT, woman. I'm getting coffee and then I'm really finding it.

Um, a couple weeks maybe? A month might be a fun challenge, though.

[mistressmerr]

I am just trying to be a part of a tradition here, okay. And obviously she wouldn't get blown up, she'd just be... in close enough range to identify the man with the bomb as her patient before the explosion occurred so that she could get somewhat injured by the blast. :D

lol "nix, we're blowin up ur OR"

(Also if she ever does have a miscarriage, she's getting Anatomy Jane not long after~)

...SOB.

HOMEPLOT: I WANT IT PLEASE. If we save it for the second homeplot, I think that's far enough away that I will definitely be feeling up to playing out whatever comes of it and also for us to pre-play stuff since... we'd need to pre-play a considerable amount probably if we want it to last more than a few days. But it also gives us a lot of time to figure what all we want to make sure happens along the way. I'll leave figuring out the initial stuff with the Widow and all up to you - especially since I assume this means you'll also have to write the Widow - and then we can go from there. :D

I'll have to write a bunch of people, THIS WOULD BE AN EPIC ADVENTURE. Also, I'll have to do a canon reread, but I can write up a quick-and-dirty summary of what I remember they'd have to go through?

[mistressmerr]

I DIDN'T KNOW YOU READ IT. lol and now I am weirdly self-conscious about that for some reason? I don't get it.

WHATEVER, basically, after his exit point, he gets tossed in a Polish prison and gets the shit kicked out of him, Wolverine et al. bust him out, they all head after the Widow towards Moscow and hook up with Mystique along the way, eventually they get there, lots of people die, Sean gets his ~closure~ and ends up saving her life before Mystique shoots him (oh snap, remember what I was saying about it taking some life-or-death situation to get him to propose to her? >_>) and they all go home. Obviously, since it's home plot and not home, we don't have to go by a script or anything, and it will take some creativity to give him a reason to go along with all of it instead of just blowing it off and ditching the country with Meredith, but that's the gist of it?

And yeah, it don't matter who the doctor is, those aren't any medical orders he'd be following. XD