Oct 28, 2006 05:10
So, tonight I am in quite a unique mood. I have finished my classes for the weekend. All I have for homework is some reading and to watch a movie. Plus, tonight's version of Glass Highways is over...only 3 more left. Before I begin the important stuff, I would like to wish my buddy James a Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday James. And now on to the important part...
It started like any other day. And actually, it ended like any other day. I was the only thing that didn't belong. As I sit here writing tonight/this morning, I ponder the wonders of the universe. Well, not actually. I am letting my inner vampiress shine through tonight. My witch has been surfacing more and more often. I will be sitting working, and I will start working with energies and the Gods and Goddesses. It can get distracting. I am not going to lie. I feel very dark tonight. I want to drink the blood which runs from my veins, but that defeats the purpose. I want to conjure spirits, but there are other people around...who don't get the other world. I want to talk to the shadows that plague my soul and play with the bat that flies through my mind. I am overtaken by the season. It is not a child's game for me. My life, and everything that I live for, it wrapped into this one celebration. For 24 hours a year, I am complete. The question is, where can I find someone as messed up as me?
so, my lovelies, I am off to bed. As it is 1.30 am, I think that it is about time. Goodnight moon...and everyone else.