look! a new user pic! and a small rant about being crazy...
i'm going to keep this relatively short, since i have stuff i need to be doing and i think i'm finally calming down enough to start doing them. so, i'm still having panic/anxiety attacks all the frickin' time and it's starting to get really really old. although i really hate taking medicine it looks like it's about that time. i need to be able to get out of the house without feeling like the sky is about to fall on my head... basically i want to be able to function in the everyday world and at the moment that's iff-y at best. i even had to leave a play party once because of a stupid panic attack, and if you know me at *all* you know that that's pretty out of character. plus it's hard to find a job when you're scared to leave the house half the time. so yay medicine (or something).