"Out of my depth!"
God damn, I'm a busy woman! I seem to have become popular for some reason . . . now I feel bad, though because I have so many friends and I'm not used to it and I'm TRYING to divide my time up between them! I have to prioritize because like, I had to hang out with Dustin this weekend because he's off to be Mr. Military-guy and my other friends are pretty much always here, so it's like, "hang out with someone I won't be able to see again or hang out with my friends that I see all the time?"
I don't WANT to make anybody feel left out or anything, but I suppose I do because I'm always like, "Nope! Can't do it. I'm too busy for you," though I wouldn't say it that way, I feel like that's how they feel, ya know? I love them all! I just . . . God, I get so tired. I wish I didn't have CFS . . . I'd have so much energy to play with all my buddies. *curses . . . *
I don't WANT to make anybody feel left out or anything, but I suppose I do because I'm always like, "Nope! Can't do it. I'm too busy for you," though I wouldn't say it that way, I feel like that's how they feel, ya know? I love them all! I just . . . God, I get so tired. I wish I didn't have CFS . . . I'd have so much energy to play with all my buddies. *curses . . . *