Much better!
Well, its been almost a week since the break up, and i feel much better. I havent been crying, but things are still hard. Mike IM'Ed me last night and we talked for a little while. He said he has a job but hes really depressed. He kept saying he loved me, etc...
I dont know if we will ever be together agian, but i will always care about and love him!
The other night my Sister Rachael and best friend jenn came over to cheer me up, we had drinks, played games, and watched the movie"singles" lol, one of my favs!!
We were drinking, laughing, looking at old photographs, it was awesome, I really needed that, i actually felt like the "old" Steph again, and i love that feeling.
I have always had a boyfriend-long term, but you know what, i have NEVER been single, and you know what? I love the feeling, weird. Im going to take care of my daughter and myself, im not thinking right now of hooking up with anyone. Just living life and having fun. then when im comfortable, i will date- "DATE" lol
I dont know if we will ever be together agian, but i will always care about and love him!
The other night my Sister Rachael and best friend jenn came over to cheer me up, we had drinks, played games, and watched the movie"singles" lol, one of my favs!!
We were drinking, laughing, looking at old photographs, it was awesome, I really needed that, i actually felt like the "old" Steph again, and i love that feeling.
I have always had a boyfriend-long term, but you know what, i have NEVER been single, and you know what? I love the feeling, weird. Im going to take care of my daughter and myself, im not thinking right now of hooking up with anyone. Just living life and having fun. then when im comfortable, i will date- "DATE" lol