getting hectic
I don't wanna grow up!
JK... it's just that things are getting pretty hectic now. Like, with school, money (or LACK OF IT!), relationships, and all that jazz.... it's hard, but I'm dealing. I guess the big part of it is the money thing. Who knew I'd get to that point where I have to consider every little move I make with money... Yeah, we're basically broke (meaning Daymon and I). I've got about $3. All of our money goes towards gas to get to school and home again... it sucks. We'd be ok for the month except for the fact that $120 that we set aside for gas for the month, got stolen, and it's most likely by my brother, but my mom won't do anything about it. Not to mention we have a pet we have to take care of, we have to feed ourselves, and we have to pay for school things. It sucks ass so bad. But it's a part of growing up.
All the while I have my mom bitching at us for never doing anything around the house and blah blah blah. We're gone like every day from 11am-8pm. It's hard for us to do stuff. Plus we have to fit in our homework during that time anyway and free time to actually have fun and remain sane. Andrew's moving out soon and he wants us to move in with them. Daymon doesn't care either way, so it's pretty much up to me. I want to because I don't want to have to deal with my mom's crap anymore, but then I don't because I'm afraid we can't afford it, and that my mom will cut me off, which I can't have happen right now. Come March, I'm going to go job hunting and hopefully be working by the end of that month and getting my license so I can drive myself places. It's fucked up though because I have to have a job to get my license cause I have to pay for insurance, but I also have to have a car to get to work. *sigh* oh well... maybe I'll be lucky and my life will end before that.... lol, jk.
The trials of growing up.....
JK... it's just that things are getting pretty hectic now. Like, with school, money (or LACK OF IT!), relationships, and all that jazz.... it's hard, but I'm dealing. I guess the big part of it is the money thing. Who knew I'd get to that point where I have to consider every little move I make with money... Yeah, we're basically broke (meaning Daymon and I). I've got about $3. All of our money goes towards gas to get to school and home again... it sucks. We'd be ok for the month except for the fact that $120 that we set aside for gas for the month, got stolen, and it's most likely by my brother, but my mom won't do anything about it. Not to mention we have a pet we have to take care of, we have to feed ourselves, and we have to pay for school things. It sucks ass so bad. But it's a part of growing up.
All the while I have my mom bitching at us for never doing anything around the house and blah blah blah. We're gone like every day from 11am-8pm. It's hard for us to do stuff. Plus we have to fit in our homework during that time anyway and free time to actually have fun and remain sane. Andrew's moving out soon and he wants us to move in with them. Daymon doesn't care either way, so it's pretty much up to me. I want to because I don't want to have to deal with my mom's crap anymore, but then I don't because I'm afraid we can't afford it, and that my mom will cut me off, which I can't have happen right now. Come March, I'm going to go job hunting and hopefully be working by the end of that month and getting my license so I can drive myself places. It's fucked up though because I have to have a job to get my license cause I have to pay for insurance, but I also have to have a car to get to work. *sigh* oh well... maybe I'll be lucky and my life will end before that.... lol, jk.
The trials of growing up.....