hmm..it's been awhile
I was just looking through me journal and realized that i have been posting nothing but the silly, yet fun, quizzes that i have been taking. Well i decided to make an actual post, of sorts. My life has been a rollercoaster ride...lots of up and downs and all arounds, but thrilingly fun none-the-less. celebrated x-mas with me frieds before they all left. had a blst doing so, we all got drunk and exchanged gifts. they all got me the coolest things...you guys rock. Love you all. Went home to me mums to help her finish her shopping for the holidays and to help her wrap gifts. Took me one trip out shopping and only an hour to wrap. I am a wiz when it comes to getting people things. well at least i hope that i am. Anyways i return home and go out with me sister to do some shopping with her and end up back at me mums. we were in the neighbohood, litterally, so we bought her some flowers and dropped in. Needless to say that was a mistake. somehow i ruined the holidays for her and all her friends and family and got meself disowned, yet again. well anyways we returned back to Worcester to take the kids out and i left a few nasty answering machine messages for me mum and her best friend. My sister and i exchanged gifts with her fiance and her kids that night and it was so much fun. they loved their gifts and needless to say i am in love with the gift that they got me. It is a fabulous black lace, gothic victorian dress. It is form fitted and makes me look HOT. I think that her fiance, after seeing me in it, is gonna go out and get her one like it. So they totally rock. I love them to death. they leave and Atlanta, Georgia Ben came over, cause he was bored of drinking alone. We hung out and watched tv and talked for a while. Then i decided to call me mum and try to talk some sense into her. THat was one of the most fucked up and fun calls i have made in a long time. Me dad answered the phone, all nervous like and double checked that i was not mad at him and i reassured him that i was not. and that he was still on my good list. he was relieved. So mum gets on the phone and appologizes to me. but i refused to let it end there. It turns out she was mad at me for being a punk kid. i told her that she has always had a problem with me being a part of the punk and goth scenes since i could dress meself. she agreed with me and said that she wished that i would act like a respectable adult. I then told her that i have 10 suits that are all very respectable and reminded her that she cannot see my piercings or tattoos if i don't want her to. she again agreed. SO i told her to back off and let me live me life the way that i choose and when i need to look respectable i can and when i don't i am gonna dress how i please. THen i reminded her how assanine a conversation this was with a 25 year old adult, who can make decisions on her own. Again she agreed, but also through in that she did not want to see me like that cuz it reminded her of when i was on drugs. I told her to back off on that one, for i have been clean for years now, and if she didn't like that i could go back to doing them if she wanted. Well, that solved eveything. SHe appologized and said that she loved me to no end and would not consider herself alive if i was not in her life. I told her that i loved her dearly and always want to be in her life, but she would have to let me live the way that i choose, seein as i am an adult now. so that whole thing ended well. and here i am, back in the family again and invited to x-mas at home. well that is all for now. Let you all know how it turns out.