It's getting colder and I think I like it
So...I guess a whole bunch of stuff has happened but I'm only going to say a few things.
I made it through my 21st birthday unscathed. :) I was happily drunk and the party was amazing. Tyler made me the most amazing cake ever (a huge cock...hee hee) and bought me a fifth of Patron. He said that he thought he was in love with me and I said it back. Everyone had a great time...we went through 2 kegs and 3 fifths of tequila. I dressed up like a lock box (I wish I knew how to post pictures on this mother).
I'm happy. Happy with Tyler at least. School is still stressful, Forever 21 still sucks, and I still feel fairly inadquate when it comes to the big picture of what everyone else is doing. But slowly and surely I'm working my way into a healthy place where I'm happy with what I'm doing. I think that I'm going to quit pops next semester so that I have time to actually play music on my violin that I really like. I want to join a band and sing and play violin and learn how to play the electric bass...I think that would make me happy. I'm going to apply for a coffee shop job that is just opening up and if I get that, regardless of whatever pay cut I may have to take, I'll probably take that and quit that god forsaken shit ass job at the mall. I called in sick the other day and they wrote me up for it. I'm really starting to appreciate my cafeteria job. Really, the only reason why I'm keeping another job is because I think I want to work a lot over Christmas break so I can make some nice cash. Gilbert and Sullivan is coming up too so that should put some money in my pocket.
For those of you who read this and haven't met Tyler yet I wish you could meet him because then you'd just realize how happy I am with him. Wow...I'm totally mushed.
I'm going to miss Halloween...I have so much work, I can't go out at all...I was going to Tank Girl. Poop.
Whatever, I miss those of you who read this and I don't see. Jenny, I hope that you're doing okay. I know you don't like your school but you'll be out soon and hopefully I'll be able to make some time and come down and see you. Sammy, you rock me and I hope that you're doing well at school. It sounds like you're having fun, even though you don't update that often...kind of like me. I miss you and will hopefully see you when I visit Jenny. CB you know I miss you (I told you the other day ;) hee hee) and of course Lacee (although I'm not sure if she has much time to read live journal). Chris, great to see you at my b-day. Still have your movies and we still have to go out and have a drink sometime now that I'm totally legal. Cindy, thanks for coming to my party. You looked totally hot and I was ready to kick the shit out of the guys that said what they did! :-) Katie...you looked too cute. Thanks so much for my presents. Robin, it was totally great to see you. I'm sorry I didn't get to see you again before you left. Thank you too for my presents, they're awesome. George, we'll definitly hang out as soon as I get some free time. I'm soooo bogged down right now, it's ridiculous. Jen, sounds like you need a hug. Hope today proves to be better for you. We should get together...maybe go on a double date over christmas break or something kooky like that. :) Bowling!!!
I know I'm probably forgetting someone but my teacher just got back from break so I'll hit you up later. Love to everyone!
I made it through my 21st birthday unscathed. :) I was happily drunk and the party was amazing. Tyler made me the most amazing cake ever (a huge cock...hee hee) and bought me a fifth of Patron. He said that he thought he was in love with me and I said it back. Everyone had a great time...we went through 2 kegs and 3 fifths of tequila. I dressed up like a lock box (I wish I knew how to post pictures on this mother).
I'm happy. Happy with Tyler at least. School is still stressful, Forever 21 still sucks, and I still feel fairly inadquate when it comes to the big picture of what everyone else is doing. But slowly and surely I'm working my way into a healthy place where I'm happy with what I'm doing. I think that I'm going to quit pops next semester so that I have time to actually play music on my violin that I really like. I want to join a band and sing and play violin and learn how to play the electric bass...I think that would make me happy. I'm going to apply for a coffee shop job that is just opening up and if I get that, regardless of whatever pay cut I may have to take, I'll probably take that and quit that god forsaken shit ass job at the mall. I called in sick the other day and they wrote me up for it. I'm really starting to appreciate my cafeteria job. Really, the only reason why I'm keeping another job is because I think I want to work a lot over Christmas break so I can make some nice cash. Gilbert and Sullivan is coming up too so that should put some money in my pocket.
For those of you who read this and haven't met Tyler yet I wish you could meet him because then you'd just realize how happy I am with him. Wow...I'm totally mushed.
I'm going to miss Halloween...I have so much work, I can't go out at all...I was going to Tank Girl. Poop.
Whatever, I miss those of you who read this and I don't see. Jenny, I hope that you're doing okay. I know you don't like your school but you'll be out soon and hopefully I'll be able to make some time and come down and see you. Sammy, you rock me and I hope that you're doing well at school. It sounds like you're having fun, even though you don't update that often...kind of like me. I miss you and will hopefully see you when I visit Jenny. CB you know I miss you (I told you the other day ;) hee hee) and of course Lacee (although I'm not sure if she has much time to read live journal). Chris, great to see you at my b-day. Still have your movies and we still have to go out and have a drink sometime now that I'm totally legal. Cindy, thanks for coming to my party. You looked totally hot and I was ready to kick the shit out of the guys that said what they did! :-) Katie...you looked too cute. Thanks so much for my presents. Robin, it was totally great to see you. I'm sorry I didn't get to see you again before you left. Thank you too for my presents, they're awesome. George, we'll definitly hang out as soon as I get some free time. I'm soooo bogged down right now, it's ridiculous. Jen, sounds like you need a hug. Hope today proves to be better for you. We should get together...maybe go on a double date over christmas break or something kooky like that. :) Bowling!!!
I know I'm probably forgetting someone but my teacher just got back from break so I'll hit you up later. Love to everyone!