Apr 28, 2001 02:39
krystals over.. she's taking a shower. we're gonna hang out with Quinn and Tyler tomorrow... I'm not really so sure about it... but ::shrug:: whatever. Glory doesn't feel the same and I feel like I can't find Sean. I hate that feeling but it grows with every seconds passing. ::sigh::
krystals getting out of the shower.. I really fucking hate not being able to say what I wanna say...
All day I do nothing... I feel like a fucking zombie.. I don't want to be doing anything really... just.. wanna be emersed in someone elses life. There's nothing to mine.
Lately I've been really thinking about my love life...... eh... it's... eh............... I think I've come to the conclusion that I've subconciously (deliberately) fucked up the last few relationships I've had because I know that I CANNOT be with anyone besides Sean. This is pathetic.