. if you can hear me .

[mistresshalo]

if you can hear me, listen to what i need to say and retort, please, i need you.

it's been four minutes since i could feel you inside. when i was a toddler.. every amount of time was four minutes. "how long am i in time out?" -- four minutes. it's been four minutes since i could feel you inside. i find myself on the verge of a scream, can't find your hand to hold. i would do anything to make you just come back.. even if you could only stay for four minutes.... kurt.

"i can't breathe if i'm not breathing you."
"that really hurt so.. call me."
"i haven't cried since.." ::wails::

laura, please come find me..
pick me up where i left myself off.
kurtis, i'm begging you, call me..
even if it's just to simply state that you want me dead.

"you could tell me to go to hell...
and.. i would, for you.. my love."

i am the queen of deformography.. my face melts through your fingers. i bleed. i bleed. i bleed. i bleed. i bleed. i bleed. i bleed. i bleed.

fucking call me, please?

keep me, i need you.. but if you decide you want me gone.............. i'm gone.

call me? .. please?