. tear me down like a whore .
what a fucking ho bag. Ra just ditched me for the millionth and LAST time. For Josh no less... and part of the reason that Beav's been totally ditching me is HER new boyfriend. Cute, huh? Geez, I didn't know that boyfriends were so special that ditching yer best friends isn't that big of a deal... Maybe I should get one! Fuck that. Phrase of the day: Chicks BEFORE dicks, bros before hoes. I mean shit, I don't get pissed off at Sean for paying more attention to Jake than me because Jake is Seans FRIEND. FUCK THIS SHIT.
whatever. Quinn is ditching everyone for his girlfriend, Kelly. Tyler is ditching everyone for his girlfriend, Crystal who doesn't even like him that much. God this is disgusting. Whatever though, solitude is cool fer me. God I wish I had some C.
"Cake up on some make up to cover all those lines."
I just watched Bring It On. Good movie, good movie.
Today's my Dad's birthday, Happy Birthday, asshole. He's 53. Sunday was my brothers birthday, he's 23. I don't think I'm gonna make anyone a tape ever again... It's too special and everyone that I've ever made a tape for has never appriciated it like it was suppose to be. Fuck that, too.
I mean, I'll make copies of my me tapes for Kane but that's only because he's going to do the same for me. That reminds me, I need to get his addy again.
No one's ever given me a tape besides Adam Alexis and Bamma.... ::hard sigh::
I can't stand traders.
"I wanna disappear."
I feel like I don't have anyone... and I know very well that I have Sean but it's certainly not his fault that I don't feel that I do. My face bleeds and I do nothing to stop it. My head throbs and I do nothing to relieve it. My lungs heave and I think up the most wonderful and interesting ways of smashing every one of my ribs into tiny little peices! "Then I think to myself... to commit suicide in Buffalo is redundant."
::cries:: Have I been discarded so suddenly?
whatever. Quinn is ditching everyone for his girlfriend, Kelly. Tyler is ditching everyone for his girlfriend, Crystal who doesn't even like him that much. God this is disgusting. Whatever though, solitude is cool fer me. God I wish I had some C.
"Cake up on some make up to cover all those lines."
I just watched Bring It On. Good movie, good movie.
Today's my Dad's birthday, Happy Birthday, asshole. He's 53. Sunday was my brothers birthday, he's 23. I don't think I'm gonna make anyone a tape ever again... It's too special and everyone that I've ever made a tape for has never appriciated it like it was suppose to be. Fuck that, too.
I mean, I'll make copies of my me tapes for Kane but that's only because he's going to do the same for me. That reminds me, I need to get his addy again.
No one's ever given me a tape besides Adam Alexis and Bamma.... ::hard sigh::
I can't stand traders.
"I wanna disappear."
I feel like I don't have anyone... and I know very well that I have Sean but it's certainly not his fault that I don't feel that I do. My face bleeds and I do nothing to stop it. My head throbs and I do nothing to relieve it. My lungs heave and I think up the most wonderful and interesting ways of smashing every one of my ribs into tiny little peices! "Then I think to myself... to commit suicide in Buffalo is redundant."
::cries:: Have I been discarded so suddenly?