So not stoked...
Bout life..
Managed to make the best out of the holidays, i spent most of my time in Jupiter/West palm and it was great. I miss being around good people. Met alot of new friends and saw alot of people that remembered me but not the other way around. My New years was beyond amazing, Tried absinthe, yuk...
Aaaand had a great new years kiss<3
Im trying so hard to be optimistic, my dad has my car, which broke down yesterday. Even if he does give it back i don't have the $$ to fix it. My parents are crazy and im worried about my little sister mare than anything. I try to be the amazing big sister that she wants me to be, i dont curse in front of her and talk to her about everything. I try to give good advice and even change things about my life hoping she will see and want to follow suit. Shes setting herself up for a hard life...
Schools about to start and im not ready at all, I need that car to function, i dont/ cant fuck up again and i cant get stuck here.
I keep going through moods of being slap-happy about all the little things to completely hopeless...
Managed to make the best out of the holidays, i spent most of my time in Jupiter/West palm and it was great. I miss being around good people. Met alot of new friends and saw alot of people that remembered me but not the other way around. My New years was beyond amazing, Tried absinthe, yuk...
Aaaand had a great new years kiss<3
Im trying so hard to be optimistic, my dad has my car, which broke down yesterday. Even if he does give it back i don't have the $$ to fix it. My parents are crazy and im worried about my little sister mare than anything. I try to be the amazing big sister that she wants me to be, i dont curse in front of her and talk to her about everything. I try to give good advice and even change things about my life hoping she will see and want to follow suit. Shes setting herself up for a hard life...
Schools about to start and im not ready at all, I need that car to function, i dont/ cant fuck up again and i cant get stuck here.
I keep going through moods of being slap-happy about all the little things to completely hopeless...