jellybeans!!!!!!!
my hair is curly!!! i just pulled it back into a ponytail and i noticed...it spins around, like all curly and strangeness. jeff said i should try dying it a brighter red, just to see how it turns out. i'm thinkin about it. if i do i'm prolly gonna re-do the blonde stripe i have in my bangs area lol
haha.
love.
aint it great?
sometimes i feel like thats all i ever talk about in these entries. and you know, it prolly is. but w/e.
so i'm here. stuck at my dad's. bored as hell.
OH i didnt mention
last thursday
went to the courthouse for my first offense ticket, and i got 90 extra days to pay it off!!! yay!!!
doesnt help til i get a job tho. it's frustrating, i've turned in dozens of different applications to dozens of different places and everything's a no-go. i wanna know how the hell jeff got shaws to call him!!! meanie head!!! XP jk, still love you darling.
Spring is almost here!!! how do i know? BECAUSE THE WEATHER IS BEING AN EFFING NUTJOB!!!! one day it's in the 60's and the next it's snowing again!!! GODDAMMIT, MAKE UP YOUR MIND!!!
heh, btw, you can expect me to be in my crazier moods for the next couple months...like prolly until may/june-ish. i dunno, its really weird, i get really mopey and melodramatic and depressive, and it's all for no particular reason, other than the fact that it's spring. lol just a warning.
...i miss jeff. it feels like its a dream when i'm with him, but then when i'm not with him i get so insecure lol...it's so ridiculous...like right now i kinda feel like he doesnt want me around him, that he's sick of me or something, or maybe i'm just too much...but thats silly, i really shouldnt feel that way...but i kinda cant help it...-_-;; very flubstergating. then again it prolly doesnt help that he never calls or texts first, that i gotta call him +/ text him...but w/e, i just know that that is how he is. he doesnt like doing it. i can deal with it...i think? lol jk i know i can deal with it.
hmm i think i might go for a walk, seeing as how it's all nice and sunny. talk to you peeps later!
CHELLEZ HELL BELLEZ
...
dont ask.
PS: ...JELLYBEANS!!!!!!!
haha.
love.
aint it great?
sometimes i feel like thats all i ever talk about in these entries. and you know, it prolly is. but w/e.
so i'm here. stuck at my dad's. bored as hell.
OH i didnt mention
last thursday
went to the courthouse for my first offense ticket, and i got 90 extra days to pay it off!!! yay!!!
doesnt help til i get a job tho. it's frustrating, i've turned in dozens of different applications to dozens of different places and everything's a no-go. i wanna know how the hell jeff got shaws to call him!!! meanie head!!! XP jk, still love you darling.
Spring is almost here!!! how do i know? BECAUSE THE WEATHER IS BEING AN EFFING NUTJOB!!!! one day it's in the 60's and the next it's snowing again!!! GODDAMMIT, MAKE UP YOUR MIND!!!
heh, btw, you can expect me to be in my crazier moods for the next couple months...like prolly until may/june-ish. i dunno, its really weird, i get really mopey and melodramatic and depressive, and it's all for no particular reason, other than the fact that it's spring. lol just a warning.
...i miss jeff. it feels like its a dream when i'm with him, but then when i'm not with him i get so insecure lol...it's so ridiculous...like right now i kinda feel like he doesnt want me around him, that he's sick of me or something, or maybe i'm just too much...but thats silly, i really shouldnt feel that way...but i kinda cant help it...-_-;; very flubstergating. then again it prolly doesnt help that he never calls or texts first, that i gotta call him +/ text him...but w/e, i just know that that is how he is. he doesnt like doing it. i can deal with it...i think? lol jk i know i can deal with it.
hmm i think i might go for a walk, seeing as how it's all nice and sunny. talk to you peeps later!
CHELLEZ HELL BELLEZ
...
dont ask.
PS: ...JELLYBEANS!!!!!!!