May 16, 2007 19:44
"I've told myself I wont miss you, but I remember what it feels like beside you: -- Hinder, "Better Than Me"
I'm lonely.
And, I was okay with you not being here for my birthday. When it was only a possibility.
You've been gone for 6 days, and my birthday is on Friday.
You wont be back for another 11 days, and I'm not handling it well. You aren't even in contact anymore.
If i'm like this after 6 days, what's it going to be like when you leave on your operation? I don't like it, not at all. You didn't even want to discuss it, you just said that you were going, because you wanted to.
That's all very well, but discussing it with me first might have been nice. What about how it affects me?
I've been catching up with old friends, and it's been great. I've been by myslef a lot less this week.
I'm just trying to forget how lonely I feel.
I've done everything you've ever wanted of me. All I want is this one thing...
Stay with me.
Please?