Valentines Day <3
The usual me is usually very against commercial days such as Valentines day. But today, Im not moaning. I received several postits in work, off Dillan and Sean saying Happy Valentines day, and i got a chocolate heart of Gino *bless*
Cant wait till Thursday and Friday when i have them days off work. Going to be ACE! not sure what we are doing, he said theres a few surprises, so its all good. Going casis friday night though.
AND me, helen, ang and however are going liverpool to get royaly pissed on the 25th, then get the last train home and probably end up stumbling into Casis, unless I fall asleep on the train, which is probable.
Things have really changed over the last few months, especially me. Its strange. I still dont feel 17, feelmore like 27, but things are finaly getting settled, especially in my head.
Occasionally though, I still fuck up. Derek called the other day, and i just burst out crying. I wish my mum could see that just because im smiling on the outside, doesnt mean im smiling within. Shes happy the way things are going, and about the flat, she cant wait till I move in. Money will be tight, but once I get my pay rise in March it will be a hell of a lot better. At least if its furnished I wont need to buy anything for it. And £300 a month rent is very good, plus its in Cinnoman Brow so not far away from my babies.
Sam is being a cunt.
Not sure whether to bother with Razorlight now, have to get the tickts of indie pete, and to be honest, im too damn lazy.
Did the whole meet the dad thing on sunday at Winwick Quey, turned out to actually be ok.
Im geting happier, slowly, im getting there, not that you care or know.
x
Cant wait till Thursday and Friday when i have them days off work. Going to be ACE! not sure what we are doing, he said theres a few surprises, so its all good. Going casis friday night though.
AND me, helen, ang and however are going liverpool to get royaly pissed on the 25th, then get the last train home and probably end up stumbling into Casis, unless I fall asleep on the train, which is probable.
Things have really changed over the last few months, especially me. Its strange. I still dont feel 17, feelmore like 27, but things are finaly getting settled, especially in my head.
Occasionally though, I still fuck up. Derek called the other day, and i just burst out crying. I wish my mum could see that just because im smiling on the outside, doesnt mean im smiling within. Shes happy the way things are going, and about the flat, she cant wait till I move in. Money will be tight, but once I get my pay rise in March it will be a hell of a lot better. At least if its furnished I wont need to buy anything for it. And £300 a month rent is very good, plus its in Cinnoman Brow so not far away from my babies.
Sam is being a cunt.
Not sure whether to bother with Razorlight now, have to get the tickts of indie pete, and to be honest, im too damn lazy.
Did the whole meet the dad thing on sunday at Winwick Quey, turned out to actually be ok.
Im geting happier, slowly, im getting there, not that you care or know.
x