Nothing can stop me now, cuz I don't care anymore...

Mar 22, 2004 22:38

I saw Ryan today and he gave me my picture back in a million pieces, in a pitiful attempt to hurt my feelings. I must admit, it came pretty damn close. But then I remembered that he kept the other one, and he probably takes it out sometimes to jack off to. I knew he would keep one of them. It made me sad for him, because I could tell that it was the most triumphant moment he ever had. It must have taken him so long to come up with something like that in his small, prematurely balding head. It was always the sympathy I had for him that made me try so hard to love him. It will end up hurting him in the long run, and he'll be sorry. It made things a lot easier for me, since now I have not the slightest desire to be with him ever again. Now whose pipe am I supposed to use when I've left mine at home? Oh yeah, there's always Randy's or Tony's. Problem solved.

I had a really good time with Project 2501. Randy gave me some weed, probably because he thought that I would need it after what Ryan did. I just ended up smoking it and talking about what a pathetic loser Ryan is. I can't believe I actually considered marrying him. In the back of my mind I always knew that I could never be satisfied with some horny bastard that would hump my leg while I was trying to sleep. P.2501 makes me feel so good about myself. He called me 15 minutes ago just to hear my voice. I could definetly fall for him.
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