in a state of shock...
i had to brake up with Charlie for reasons that I'd never thought i would have. HE THINKS THAT SEX IS FOR PROCREATION PURPOSES ONLY. Oh my god, i can't believe i fell in love with the new age Jesus. He wants me to be with him without having sex. That's like asking me not to breathe. Well, he says i can have sex with other people instead. He wants to live a life of celibacy...WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??????????????????????????/ FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! He's the only one who nows how to please me. FUCK MASTURBATION!!! It doesn't work anymore. DAMMIT FUCK THIS FUCK YOU GET OUT OF MY LIFE. GET OUT OF MY LJ THIS IS PERSONAL. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING??? THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS A FUCKING PRUDE.