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why can't some people realize that some of us aren't the same as we use to be. I know I've done crappy stuff in the past. A lot of it I'm not proud of but at the same time I'm trying to learn from the stuff i did to become a better person. On the other hand when others won't realize I changed and/or keep bringing things up it makes my role even harder. I realize that it is hard for some people to notice someone has change or its difficult to change how you perceive someone that acted one way for so long. But don't people deserve another chance? I'm not the same person I use to be. With my past haunting me though it's sometimes hard not to go back into the role of who I use to be. Because it would be easy just to fall into what people think the way I should be because then it wouldn't hurt when someone passes an opinion of me because then it would be true. Does that make sense? I'm not sure. It just hurts sometimes when you are contently reminded of your mistakes. Don't these people realize that I have to live with everything I have done already and try to move on with my life. Having it thrown in my face all the time doesn't help. *sigh* I try and not let it get to me but sometimes I wish it would all disappear. Think if I move far away and start all over it would be better? It's an entertaining thought but I couldn't do it. I've made mistakes and I will suffer through the consequences of my actions. This is just a heads up to all of you out there who for some reason think you have me figured out just because you think you use to know me I'M NOT THE SAME PERSON!! Get that through your thick skulls.
From now on I refuse to defend myself to these people either take me as I am now or not I don't care anymore.
Doesn't everyone deserve at least 1 second chance?
(I think so anyway)
From now on I refuse to defend myself to these people either take me as I am now or not I don't care anymore.
Doesn't everyone deserve at least 1 second chance?
(I think so anyway)