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well i seen the child known as "lozza" (yeh i realise that makes me sound childish...so what?! lol) in the train station. as usual hunched over her phone hair in eyes and slumped. i wanted to run up and yell "get rid of the fucking fringe!" but i never. i thought id sit right near her and see what she did. she clocked me and got up to leave but sat back down again. had to admire that. maybe shes fineally growing up a little. usually shed go running to mummy or heather and cling to their legs crying. well not quite but u catch the drift.
anyway, its nearly spring and denise is happy!!! i love spring! and summer!!! happy season is near! its actuually warm today its amazing! theres still a winter chill but all in all its ace.
gotta go to the doctors before i have a mental breakdown. i cant cope with anything anymore and i dont know why. for once i havent the faintest clue. and i keep feeling dizzy and forgetful. strange. ah well. off i go i suppose!
hope yall had a nice V. Day. my room smells like lillies which is strong...but nice :) im waiting to stain something with the pollen tho lol.
goin to cheesey pop tonight at the qmu. should be a laugh i suppose. ill go and play pool and drink beer and dance to the occasional song. maybe. or i might go for an hour and bottle it and head to the catty. that seems more probable. i love living back here :D get to have a CHOICE about the nightlife. in the hick town theres two nightclubs. one thats piss and i hate the barstaff and the other costs £6 to get into!!! £6!!! in irvine!! ok you got the cavern but thats not a real nightclub. thats a kiddy on one for people who are kids or not cool enough for real clubs. or too narrowminded in their music tastes (good charlotte is not cool people)
modellings really taking off, ive got loads of offers coming and its ace :-D
anyway im off out to enjoy the fresh air. toodles x
anyway, its nearly spring and denise is happy!!! i love spring! and summer!!! happy season is near! its actuually warm today its amazing! theres still a winter chill but all in all its ace.
gotta go to the doctors before i have a mental breakdown. i cant cope with anything anymore and i dont know why. for once i havent the faintest clue. and i keep feeling dizzy and forgetful. strange. ah well. off i go i suppose!
hope yall had a nice V. Day. my room smells like lillies which is strong...but nice :) im waiting to stain something with the pollen tho lol.
goin to cheesey pop tonight at the qmu. should be a laugh i suppose. ill go and play pool and drink beer and dance to the occasional song. maybe. or i might go for an hour and bottle it and head to the catty. that seems more probable. i love living back here :D get to have a CHOICE about the nightlife. in the hick town theres two nightclubs. one thats piss and i hate the barstaff and the other costs £6 to get into!!! £6!!! in irvine!! ok you got the cavern but thats not a real nightclub. thats a kiddy on one for people who are kids or not cool enough for real clubs. or too narrowminded in their music tastes (good charlotte is not cool people)
modellings really taking off, ive got loads of offers coming and its ace :-D
anyway im off out to enjoy the fresh air. toodles x