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well its been 5 days sinse murrays gone and im doing okay! okay theres been moments when ive wanted a hug or to feel safe and i havent got it but ill survive. i thought id be a lot worse to be honest.
started college yesterday and i have to say i was mighty dissapointed. theyre all so bland. they are so stupid, repeating everything like a million times and talking over the lecturers to work out whats going on. theyre older people mostly and a group of neds and i just feel so out of place. but i have to do it to get to the next level so i will grin and bear it i suppose! who knows, maybe its just an act and the real them will shine through. i hope!
first bedlam of the year on saturday wooo!!! loads of drunkness a comin!! think just bout everyones coming out so itll be oodles of funness! tom is prolly comin up in spring (march, april you said? i dunno, when do i ever listen?) so will have to party extra hard! theres a new rock night called Gain on tommorow which i will check out. free entry so if it sucks then i dont need to moan about wasted money!
started college yesterday and i have to say i was mighty dissapointed. theyre all so bland. they are so stupid, repeating everything like a million times and talking over the lecturers to work out whats going on. theyre older people mostly and a group of neds and i just feel so out of place. but i have to do it to get to the next level so i will grin and bear it i suppose! who knows, maybe its just an act and the real them will shine through. i hope!
first bedlam of the year on saturday wooo!!! loads of drunkness a comin!! think just bout everyones coming out so itll be oodles of funness! tom is prolly comin up in spring (march, april you said? i dunno, when do i ever listen?) so will have to party extra hard! theres a new rock night called Gain on tommorow which i will check out. free entry so if it sucks then i dont need to moan about wasted money!