May 26, 2007 22:23
usually, i would say that theres nothing left for me here, and that i need to get away to clear my mind... figure things out;
but it seems like every time i get a perfect opprotunity in my hindsight, i let it slip right by me...
i mean.. i have the wonderful privliedge of operating this jelly sack and bone suit, it would make sense to make some kind of decent judgement moves while i DO have it... right?... of course...
im afraid, thats it... im afraid of change, i have a HUGE peter pan complex; yes. thats it...
this being the reason why i cant move away from here, and get my life together.
thus being the reason why i watch the world move as i stand still in the sidelines...