i am so depressed and felt betrayed...
Tonight was completely the most Miserable night of my Summer Break. Well, it was all fine this morning and this afternoon as it was a so-so day for me, As i get the websites that is suitable for me to Commissioned My Costume for the Convention. Well, me and Kytara hasn't talk to each other must often as we used to for the past couple days and i dont know why I haven't speak much to her (I guess she was busy with the fanart stuff and talkin to her other friends).
Also Everything was fine as I was playing Stepmania and I was chatting w/ Kytara, Claire, and Megan until for some reason the girls starting to insult me as I couldn't able to speak very much and they even said that i was dense and other awful things that i could hardly even imagine. And that's not all... When I got back from doing something else I see a conversation about me commiting Suicide and go crying for my mom!!! I was totally Pissed off its not even funny and i felt kind of betrayed because i thought these people were the people i can trust.
And then Kytara was so pissy at me and tells me that I owe Megan money for the time on the internet she spent and now She isn't responding to me.
I now wish that i can cure my Autism (brain Disorder) once and for all. So i could be less stupid, be a normal person, and be a better person so people can like me even more and everything will be a better life for me. I will pray that tommorow will be better for me.
MistressKarnak
Also Everything was fine as I was playing Stepmania and I was chatting w/ Kytara, Claire, and Megan until for some reason the girls starting to insult me as I couldn't able to speak very much and they even said that i was dense and other awful things that i could hardly even imagine. And that's not all... When I got back from doing something else I see a conversation about me commiting Suicide and go crying for my mom!!! I was totally Pissed off its not even funny and i felt kind of betrayed because i thought these people were the people i can trust.
And then Kytara was so pissy at me and tells me that I owe Megan money for the time on the internet she spent and now She isn't responding to me.
I now wish that i can cure my Autism (brain Disorder) once and for all. So i could be less stupid, be a normal person, and be a better person so people can like me even more and everything will be a better life for me. I will pray that tommorow will be better for me.
MistressKarnak