so i haven't heard from joe in like 6 days... i'm trying NOT to message him at all. the last i heard from him he said that he had seen his ex for the last time and was kinda fucked up and i sent him a message back and he never responded. i made it 2 days and then sent him this
hey dere!
how're you doing? i hope you're feeling okay.
so i don't know if you want to continue with a "friends with benefits" type thing or not, since i haven't talked to you in a while. if you feel like you're not really ready for it or you're not interested anymore, that's okay. i'm definetly still up for casual sex, but i'm also more than fine with just being your friend. i know it sounds pathetic but i don't really have too many friends left in the cleveland area, so i'd like to be friends, if nothing else.
i know that you're probably retardedly busy with school and work and everything but i didn't really want to text you until i knew what type of text to send. :)
so anyway, just let me know what you think.
also, if you're worried about me getting "involved" with you, please don't. i'm a big girl and i know what i want and what i'm doing. although i appreciate you asking and warning me that you're "fucked up". :) it's very sweet of you.
feel free to call me, text me or just facebook me back, but please let me know. i'm not very good at being patient and i'd like to know if there's a hope of me getting laid in the future. ;)
on saturday i think and i still haven't heard ANYTHING which drives me crazy. i just wish i knew where i stand with him. plus, i'm like retardedly impatient.
here are some pics cause i put them in an older entry but i don't know who saw them except "orgogirl". ;)
closeup!
http://photos-d.ak.facebook.com/photos-ak-sf2p/v309/1/77/504394498/n504394498_750035_1761.jpg joe is on the left in the striped shirt.
so yeah... i'm not even upset about it or anything, i just dont' like waiting and i wish he would tell me if there's a chance of my getting laid!